tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-135222382024-03-17T23:03:56.414-04:00DarwinCatholicWhere Religion, Philosophy and Demographics MeetDarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.comBlogger4662125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-3641632086405327702024-03-14T09:23:00.004-04:002024-03-14T09:30:16.303-04:00Repost: π with Jesus<div><i>Enjoy our annual repost of 2017's π with Jesus, mostly meant as a reminder to eat yer pie today, but also because we are up to our eyeballs in Life -- all good and wonderful, but busy and one thing after another, from audition prep for The Music Man, to children turning 18, to helping young people buy cars, to having a college senior and a kindergartner at the same time. </i></div><div><br /></div>It's the second week of Lent, which means that observance has lost its zest. I don't know about you, but I'm yearning for a bit of chocolate. Not a bright, hopeful yearning; a dry, intellectual, arid yearning, because I know I'm not going to eat chocolate anyway. I just want it because it's better than not-chocolate.<br />
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So we search for a reason to celebrate, and not the corny-beef celebration of St. Patrick's Day dispensations (which St. Patrick would have disdained) but something rounder, to bring us full circle. And lo! It is Pi Day, 3.14. But we cannot fudge on Pi Day without bringing it into some greater religious context. And not just the context of "God made it, and it is good," because God made chocolate too, and we're not eating that.<br />
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Of course, the key question is: would Jesus have known about Pi? Not <i>known</i>-known as God knows all things, but as a person growing up in a first-century Jewish culture, in the course of his human knowledge would he have been likely to encounter the concept of Pi?<br />
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Dr. Google offers us thoughts on "mathematics in ancient Israel pi", presenting <a href="http://forward.com/culture/216357/the-secret-jewish-history-of-pi/">The Secret Jewish History of Pi</a>:<br />
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The relationship between a circle’s diameter — a line running straight through cutting it into two equal halves — and its circumference — the distance around the circle – was originally mentioned in the Hebrew Book of Kings in reference to a ritual pool in King Solomon’s Temple. The relevant verse (1 Kings 7:23) states that the diameter of the pool was ten cubits and the circumference 30 cubits. In other words, the Bible rounds off Pi to about three, as if to say that’s good enough for horseshoes and swimming pools. </blockquote>
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Later on, the rabbis of the Mishnah and the Talmud, who knew that the one-third ratio wasn’t completely accurate, had a field day with the Bible having played fast and loose with the facts, arguing in their characteristic manner that of course it depended on whether you measured the pool from the inside or the outside of the vessel’s wall. They also had fun with some of the Gematria – the numerical value – of the words in the original passage, which when you play around with them a bit indeed come a lot closer to the value of Pi, spelling it out to several decimal points.</blockquote>
"Secret" here might be a bit sensationalistic, seeing as 1Kings is not exactly an occult piece of literature. The Journal of Mathematics and Culture
May 2006, V1(1) offers us a more scholarly explanation via Lawrence Mark Lesser's article <a href="file:///Users/hodge/Downloads/Exploring%20Jewish%20Mathematics.pdf">"Book of Numbers: Exploring Jewish Mathematics and Culture at a Jewish High School"</a>:<br />
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A value of π can be obtained from I Kings 7:23: </blockquote>
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“He made the ‘sea’ of cast [metal] ten cubits from its one lip to its [other] lip, circular all around,
five cubits its height; a thirty-cubit line could encircle it all around.” </blockquote>
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It appears the value of π implied here is simply 30/10 (an error of 4.5%) until a student asks if we
need to consider the tank’s thickness -- given three verses later as one-handbreadth, so the inner
diameter is 10 cubits minus 2 handbreadths. (Of course, this is also a chance to discuss issues of
measurement!) Using the Talmudic value of 1/6 cubit for one handbreadth, the inner diameter
becomes 9
2/3 cubits and dividing 30 by 9 2/3 yields more accuracy (error: 1.2%). Applying a
more subtle and technical approach to I Kings 7:23 (see Posamentier & Lehmann 2004 or
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Tsaban & Garber 1998), the ratio of gematrias for the written and spoken forms of a key Hebrew
word (for “line”) in that verse is 111/106, which when multiplied by 3 yields a very refined
approximation for π :
333/106 (error: 0.0026%). Very few words in the Torah have different oral
and written forms. </blockquote>
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Jesus was well versed in the law and the prophets, and it is not a stretch to assume that the account of the building of Solomon's Temple and the fashioning of the great pillars and vessels of bronze was known to him. Could he have known about pi? Could he? Should we doubt his scriptural knowledge? Listen to this.<br />
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After three days they found him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions, and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers. When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him, “Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.” And he said to them, “Why were you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?” But they did not understand what he said to them. (Luke 2:46-50)</blockquote>
Do you not understand? Jesus, in the Temple itself, astounding the teachers with his knowledge and his answers, and talking of his Father's house -- the very house for which the bronze vessel was created*? Even his parents could not understand Pi, as happens with so many parents dealing with their children's math.<br />
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My friends. The Scriptures themselves proclaim Pi. Take and eat.<br />
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<i>*Not actually the very house, since it was destroyed by the Babylonians in 586 BC, and not the very basin, since 2 Kings tells us that the Chaldeans destroyed it. But still.</i>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-75254114158746017932024-03-02T14:14:00.000-05:002024-03-02T14:14:06.852-05:00The Art of the Backlist Book<p> Back in 2020, fresh from the experience of<a href="https://www.amazon.com/You-Can-Get-Brendan-Hodge/dp/162164345X"> my own novel being published by Ignatius Press</a> and then publishing <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Unstable-Felicity-Christmas-Cat-Hodge/dp/1735851302">MrsDarwin's Christmas novella</a> independently under out imprint of Oak & Linden Press, MrsDarwin wanted a reading copy of Fr. Robert Hugh Benson's classic book The Friendship of Christ. Used copies in good condition were hard to find, and so she went on Amazon and found a paperback copy for $5.00. The problem was, that copy was the one shown here on the left.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEinS_JoNZwfWzf-Vob2C6ky_J3AWCc_Gd2Z9YxWO9NgIKjWwNEfCCZfm1Qk1Zu-23wM4xo9m_2kyXGYOojiYvjoUgeymXT1VrXtCLzr3S9ru1XxSEqw6uBfoT7aCs4Leu2rplxF6X6gSbb7ERsDpiMFs-a4u9GOOuV0MMnh0WrFvGdIl_D7nDXK" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="454" data-original-width="598" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEinS_JoNZwfWzf-Vob2C6ky_J3AWCc_Gd2Z9YxWO9NgIKjWwNEfCCZfm1Qk1Zu-23wM4xo9m_2kyXGYOojiYvjoUgeymXT1VrXtCLzr3S9ru1XxSEqw6uBfoT7aCs4Leu2rplxF6X6gSbb7ERsDpiMFs-a4u9GOOuV0MMnh0WrFvGdIl_D7nDXK" width="316" /></a></div><br />Not only was the cover itself aggressively ugly and the interior formatting bad, but the person who had set it up (using a print-on-demand service, which allows people to publish books at very low cost, because copies are only printed and bound as orders come in) had clearly got a bad scan of the original book off the internet and thrown it up on Amazon with no proof reading.<p></p><p>Originally published in 1912, Benson's book had an Edwardian notion of formatting and punctuation. He used Roman numerals frequently in making biblical citations, and the scanning program had in many cases not recognized these Roman numerals correctly, turning them into a jumble or Arabic numerals and letters: the sort of mistake which could turn Psalm 3 into Psalm 111.</p><p>In addition, Fr. Benson had used the numbering of the Psalms in the Douay Rheims Bible (the standard English tradition at his time) which are numbered differently from what Catholics would find in modern translations.</p><p>Since we had just had the experience of laying out a book for publication, and MrsDarwin was so filled with indignation of the shoddy product which was being put in the hand of the reading public with an interest in Fr. Benson's writing, we decided to put out our own reprint edition.</p><p>We started with a freely available scanned online text, but then MrsDarwin spent 20+ hours comparing it line by line with a photographic scan of the original 1912 edition, identifying all the mistakes in the text-scan and correcting them. She also provided updated scriptural citations so that readers could find Benson's references in a modern translation of the Bible.<br /><br />I searched for an appropriate image for the cover, and found it in a detail from Giotto's <i>The Last Supper</i>, which shows Jesus among the apostles. I bought the rights to a large, high quality image of the painting from a stock photography site specializing in historic art, and designed a simple, but I hope elegant, cover, inspired by the types of covers used by Penguin and Oxford World's Classics reprints.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3Tfhqc5JE740esMRc1xclj9HYHx0mE_QGYy295SUyim9o2u2i2BpdA6QXxz-lZTIQiWNYt32ZMKvJe2loseKkofOGKOXVaiCATys1_z_j4nhtWAOgcnq_Iaf0R_iwGpSAXF8niJzyF6GWKsoTm_vxAA_4CkIeXcQoU_OUMZoPU6YBS2KA8Jo1/s640/image1%20(3).jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="360" data-original-width="640" height="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3Tfhqc5JE740esMRc1xclj9HYHx0mE_QGYy295SUyim9o2u2i2BpdA6QXxz-lZTIQiWNYt32ZMKvJe2loseKkofOGKOXVaiCATys1_z_j4nhtWAOgcnq_Iaf0R_iwGpSAXF8niJzyF6GWKsoTm_vxAA_4CkIeXcQoU_OUMZoPU6YBS2KA8Jo1/w400-h225/image1%20(3).jpeg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><p>Then the challenge was to get the book visible on Amazon. Left to itself, Amazon will show the cheapest edition of a book available, unless some other edition sells much more. </p><p>However, I couldn't price our edition lower than the cheap one already dominating on Amazon, because with our more readable formatting selling it at $5 would mean selling it at cost. We couldn't beat the $5 edition already out there.<br /><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhHtrJgiie_4KBEJ8VDmEd3WXfHtTAqhquXrh2WsSehrqk8MvGy1gHmWcagfvIS3NttM_xRFdTA9xUjonr5fKynVBKkN5C7TzzvaGGWdj9_5TazkgOTkCp1Uq-GJcAxholIcfrV-oTplIxO2tuLtwzI2b663cWS96hOP_rGV8pSS1rzmpgBXuSI" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="652" data-original-width="852" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhHtrJgiie_4KBEJ8VDmEd3WXfHtTAqhquXrh2WsSehrqk8MvGy1gHmWcagfvIS3NttM_xRFdTA9xUjonr5fKynVBKkN5C7TzzvaGGWdj9_5TazkgOTkCp1Uq-GJcAxholIcfrV-oTplIxO2tuLtwzI2b663cWS96hOP_rGV8pSS1rzmpgBXuSI" width="314" /></a></div><br />So instead, I decided to price our edition at $9.99. This seemed like a fair price for a well made trade paperback reprint of a public domain work, and it would allow us to make three dollars in profit on each copy sold, which mean that I could pay for amazon placement ads to make our edition the top of the stack.<p></p><p>Although Amazon sometimes chooses to feature various other editions of Friendship of Christ at the top of its results, our sponsored product ads always show up near the top.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiyBld2EsqlgC8qDbYldj576QTa0ncV5UtaPGGxgFS9asBmPt8_YmQ-T-m9KbfQsZFmjOyacDAf6mB3zIVwIe_zhm97VaeuBPY010RhQaLHCJW0sXAcatMQZvrqGNZAEd74X5ZyIdI9hHoSAC_Zy9OeubJzaXtTIWFwHeCGD3vgI3D4dVojx89q" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="741" data-original-width="794" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiyBld2EsqlgC8qDbYldj576QTa0ncV5UtaPGGxgFS9asBmPt8_YmQ-T-m9KbfQsZFmjOyacDAf6mB3zIVwIe_zhm97VaeuBPY010RhQaLHCJW0sXAcatMQZvrqGNZAEd74X5ZyIdI9hHoSAC_Zy9OeubJzaXtTIWFwHeCGD3vgI3D4dVojx89q" width="257" /></a></div><br />No one will ever get rich selling copies of Friendship of Christ, but there is a steady backlist demand for it. Since publishing our edition at the end of 2020, we've sold about 300 copies per year, or a bit over 1000 copies total.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhMStpNNlO644fZiy0ZHmug-i0u6rEvZe-KgylzgHaVKNyrnqUuBthRa7GQdJ3gP48pH0AmQIsDb_bWGHPG4t3bNtxdSroXCU-K0koK9mdKv1rS4WDXicPGvR0EpuoANd108qGFOsaFLuc1UYRXQAfVFoB0bhHmGMuekZaT3FbE14R7YC0A26Ba" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="664" data-original-width="1140" height="186" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhMStpNNlO644fZiy0ZHmug-i0u6rEvZe-KgylzgHaVKNyrnqUuBthRa7GQdJ3gP48pH0AmQIsDb_bWGHPG4t3bNtxdSroXCU-K0koK9mdKv1rS4WDXicPGvR0EpuoANd108qGFOsaFLuc1UYRXQAfVFoB0bhHmGMuekZaT3FbE14R7YC0A26Ba" width="320" /></a></div><br />We end up spending about $200/yr on Amazon product ads in order to remain the top result whenever anyone searches for Friendship of Christ, so our total profits per year on the book are perhaps $700. Not princely, but not bad for a few weeks of intensive (and enjoyable) work doing proofreading and formatting, it's at least a project that pays for itself and it provides readers a much more readable and attractive book than the cloud edition. <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Friendship-Christ-Robert-Hugh-Benson/dp/1735851329">You can see it for sale here</a>.<p></p><p>I'd always kind of meant to try our hands at more reprint projects, but things had been busy and we hadn't got around to it until I got fired up by a poorly made copy of The Great Gatsby a friend had bought for her daughter's high school class.</p><p>The 200-page book was crammed down into 110 pages and printed with narrow margins in an oversize 6x9" format, making it look more like a pamphlet than a book. (The cheap edition is the second from right. Ours is the one on the far right.)</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg-61OcKxvxt2RmM4ZkBSoiAxGIjjmBcJpn3NAZz7mdzhKJTKM8RTHrjgDNCcixGhHipD6Om_IQtQWO7yhVkumfFYrc8bIp42A4jPy2-N_is2y9PxPHla6uCkpXrj8xxJDAsSrmSUXHVQ3VMcJJI4x4XCyAfK7k7inW0USh3KFa-S8dcEMihVWr" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="2016" data-original-width="1512" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg-61OcKxvxt2RmM4ZkBSoiAxGIjjmBcJpn3NAZz7mdzhKJTKM8RTHrjgDNCcixGhHipD6Om_IQtQWO7yhVkumfFYrc8bIp42A4jPy2-N_is2y9PxPHla6uCkpXrj8xxJDAsSrmSUXHVQ3VMcJJI4x4XCyAfK7k7inW0USh3KFa-S8dcEMihVWr=w300-h400" width="300" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p>There were multiple cheap editions like this on Amazon, and they were taking up all the top slots when you looked for The Great Gatsby. There were editions from real publishers like Scribner's and Penguin, but they were far down the list, probably because Amazon had already squeezed their profits so much they couldn't afford to pay for top placement.</p><p>Not just that, but the top cheap edition had multiple printing errors in it. For instance, in the section where Nick reads the list of resolutions written by a youthful Jay Gatsby, the list was completely unformatted with strange block characters scattered through it. The editor had not even proof-read the online text they used. (Cheap edition at top, ours at bottom)</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEijLFh-k9oVAbb5SI1j5P_hjplqw9WzKgSNMFQU6hiBq1QOX3mm9rmiB41A5oawIMN17kuj-ZyAt6jxmK15BdYicp2573leJTftd0vZrCwrGW4epvFZSt7C_gg8aToyvnAYG-J0uAY_Z2q4Ktpfdwrw1fpZKp-8chgiqZeJN-MxxSMuduqWlPzH" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="2016" data-original-width="1512" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEijLFh-k9oVAbb5SI1j5P_hjplqw9WzKgSNMFQU6hiBq1QOX3mm9rmiB41A5oawIMN17kuj-ZyAt6jxmK15BdYicp2573leJTftd0vZrCwrGW4epvFZSt7C_gg8aToyvnAYG-J0uAY_Z2q4Ktpfdwrw1fpZKp-8chgiqZeJN-MxxSMuduqWlPzH=w300-h400" width="300" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />So we decided to see if we could pull off the same gambit on a much more popular text. We started with the full text of Gatsby from Gutenberg, but we then checked it line-by-line against the original first edition text. We also discovered from the Fitzgerald Archives at Princeton that Fitzgerald himself had made several corrections in his 1925 copy of the first edition, changing or adding words and phrases.<p></p><p>We incorporated all of these changes (which we documented in an Afterword) and added a second Afterword with a selection of the original 1925 reviews of the novel. Then we laid it all out and created a cover with the same care we'd used on our own books.</p><p><a href="https://www.amazon.com/dp/1735851345">It's listed on Amazon now</a>, and it remains to be seen whether product ads declaring "Avoid cheap print on demand editions!" will be enough to lure readers away from the badly formatted $5 editions. (Our edition at right) I was particularly pleased with the little roadster line graphic I spent a day designing for the bottom color bar. After reading about the history of the "Celestial Eyes" painting by Francis Cugat which appeared on the cover of the original edition, I knew that we needed to use the painting on ours as well. Fitzgerald apparently loved the cover, and said that he "put the painting into the book", which from his letters appears to mean that the painting inspired him to add the thematic image of the billboard with the eyes of Dr. Eckleburg.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh3KAcBQsWzCo8j29786qfhp5CVYx4TT0TbsQGDIJdQrp9Iet-A3JzPvxzJMHdsGxus77VR6LVnA9hl7752OZnbj42cB6NPMqDr_KPgLi64DvOZeZomve33xHcIErERSaytRSw2BMzmjhHFsaMFSqdQj-62TN0xxFJ-bPrmnpDXyL14hUn2c-F8" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh3KAcBQsWzCo8j29786qfhp5CVYx4TT0TbsQGDIJdQrp9Iet-A3JzPvxzJMHdsGxus77VR6LVnA9hl7752OZnbj42cB6NPMqDr_KPgLi64DvOZeZomve33xHcIErERSaytRSw2BMzmjhHFsaMFSqdQj-62TN0xxFJ-bPrmnpDXyL14hUn2c-F8" width="320" /></a></div><br />Once again I'm trying to beat out $5 competition with a $9.99 book, and it remains to be seen if sponsored product ads which say "Avoid cheap print on demand editions!" and product copy which explains "Unlike bargain-priced print-on-demand copies, this volume is attractively formatted with clear, readable text and standard margins. As in the 1925 original, the text of this edition runs to 200 pages. Cheap versions which compress the text to 120 pages or less are cramped and hard to read." will be enough to win over customers from the cheapest editions.<p></p><p>It may be that while it's possible for us to win on a comparatively small backlist item like Friendship of Christ, that there are simply too many people willing to spend money on promoting bad, cheap editions of Great Gatsby for us to win out.</p><p>Still, we have very much enjoyed the process of putting out nice, clean reprint editions of books which are afflicted with shoddy reprints. If there are any books which you've been frustrated to find primarily represented by bad reprints, that you'd like us to consider tackling, let us know which books they are.</p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-78525507008188460292024-02-26T17:32:00.001-05:002024-02-26T17:32:09.711-05:00The Strange Demographics of the Russia-Ukraine War<p> In my wallet, I still carry with me the selective service card I received when I turned 18. Since that was in 1997, and the Selective Service Act only allowed for the calling up of men aged 18-25, it's a pretty empty gesture at this point, but I keep it with me as a reminder.</p><p>As the Russia-Ukraine war enters its third year, there are headlines about how the average age of front line Ukrainian troops is 43. To our American eyes, that suggests a country which has already run out of draftable men aged 18-40, a country in the final stages of defeat, such as Germany in 1945 or the Confederacy in 1865.</p><p>Ukraine is indeed facing a manpower shortage, and will need to make some tough decisions if it is going to continue the war. However, the tough decisions are not necessarily the ones we might imagine from our American context, and they're the result of Ukraine's very post-Soviet demographics.</p><p>As of now, Ukrainian law only allows for men aged 27 and above to be mobilized for combat duty. <a href="https://www.reuters.com/world/europe/embattled-ukraine-moves-tighten-army-mobilisation-rules-2024-01-31/">A controversial new mobilization law which is being debated would lower that mobilization age to 25</a>. Men aged 18-25, the entire draft age range in the US, have as of yet not been drafted for service at all.</p><p>This may seem odd. Recruiting or conscripting 18-year-olds for military service has been such a staple of US military history that those who walk about the need to avoid some conflict habitually talk in terms of "sending our 18-year-olds off to die". This isn't a matter of picking on the young. Combat is incredibly physically demanding, and young men peak in their ability to simultaneously handle extreme physical activity and ignore their own mortality at the age of 18-20. I do what I can to stay in shape, but that only makes me that much more aware that at 45 I move lower and get injured more easily than I did 25 years ago.</p><p>So why is Ukraine exclusively mobilizing non-prime age men for their army?</p><p>The reason is that like the rest of the Soviet world, Ukraine experienced a massive decline in fertility from the mid 1980s on, hitting its lowest point around 2000. </p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhY05eJeZ4ZGsOHYisv4lOVPZYT0X5kysntpUgSDxeQ7zPOErkOe-bAakZ8jY5NE32BcjnfhuxLsKAyF5uD0-0_StJ9QfUudTDJTDWvuGCEzGLoRia6DzXqrII27Fxkm6rLLWXhiYNO69BXVWj1VHCDhVumwWSoS4GiYsQSSpDz0__4tBmZnmKc" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="486" data-original-width="719" height="216" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhY05eJeZ4ZGsOHYisv4lOVPZYT0X5kysntpUgSDxeQ7zPOErkOe-bAakZ8jY5NE32BcjnfhuxLsKAyF5uD0-0_StJ9QfUudTDJTDWvuGCEzGLoRia6DzXqrII27Fxkm6rLLWXhiYNO69BXVWj1VHCDhVumwWSoS4GiYsQSSpDz0__4tBmZnmKc" width="320" /></a></div><br />Strange though it is to think about, 2000 is now 24 years ago, so that period when Ukraine's fertility rate had dropped to just one child per woman was the period when today's 24 year olds were not being born in Ukraine. Thus, if you look at the number of people of different ages in the Ukrainian population prior to the war, you see the smallest populations in the prime military service age range.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiusrbNr_Rqu-oSaqVZfNzRJGaBEa-gxDUQSqtwmi3pATPzwh3wqLHlM-qW2UaCAI665g6tnvQCOgkSYFpYaxsjYku-i3ipIAvUziXiK10c4Ts1D_4Lb3akWQHWRmUVtONdJyXfCidANiVGcpNjAdfx-ll3EzNzP7z5P_AV_gWD4q8QK2FB7RLL" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="581" data-original-width="575" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiusrbNr_Rqu-oSaqVZfNzRJGaBEa-gxDUQSqtwmi3pATPzwh3wqLHlM-qW2UaCAI665g6tnvQCOgkSYFpYaxsjYku-i3ipIAvUziXiK10c4Ts1D_4Lb3akWQHWRmUVtONdJyXfCidANiVGcpNjAdfx-ll3EzNzP7z5P_AV_gWD4q8QK2FB7RLL" width="238" /></a></div><br />So why is the war being fought by Ukrainian men in their 30s and 40s? Because there are almost twice as many of them as there are men in their early 20s. As of 2021, Ukraine had 1.1 million men aged 20-24 and 1.9 million men aged 35-39.<p></p><p>Add to that the fact that if the country is going to rebuild and have another generation of children after the war, that small generation of young men in their late teens and early 20s need to survive to have families and hold jobs. They are quite literally the future of the country.</p><p>Of course, young people are always the future of a country. But in more normal demographic situations, young people are more plentiful. In 1966, when the US drafted 382,010 men aged 18-25 into the army for the Vietnam War, the demographic pyramid was almost exactly an inverse of what Ukraine has now.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhLYTnbpVTYN_HluByYP10iO-HUhxBrlvV0eQAnuWe0XbC6CP9qBBdu2xH3W1phDRnlWBMlmtWEs4ga5GX9VKJBJwQ-jBaX6fiGCfktE4agYnNH3-D8FgrWfhE0YC1PB1Ug--kKXLY-E8hdOS8gxVFQyM_Hf8ABl4tO_YUq4yH3KuZrPKqPNmW6" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="581" data-original-width="575" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhLYTnbpVTYN_HluByYP10iO-HUhxBrlvV0eQAnuWe0XbC6CP9qBBdu2xH3W1phDRnlWBMlmtWEs4ga5GX9VKJBJwQ-jBaX6fiGCfktE4agYnNH3-D8FgrWfhE0YC1PB1Ug--kKXLY-E8hdOS8gxVFQyM_Hf8ABl4tO_YUq4yH3KuZrPKqPNmW6" width="238" /></a></div><br />Those 1966 draftees represented less than 5% of men of conscription age. If Ukraine were to tap their 20-24 year olds for the 500,000 men their army says they need to mobilize, they would need to mobilize half the Ukrainian men in that age range.<p></p><p>Russia, of course, faces a similar overall demographic problem. The difference is simply that Russia's population is three times larger. In grinding trench warfare which has come to resemble WW1 with drones, even with Russian casualties often higher than Ukrainians ones, they simply have more men to send into the meatgrinder.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgx-beYMaIlwEJgDs29xITGtppMTes_YPQV10kfqN35i4cU5ec1hQpP0jrX7_HRWi2XP-EG1iLqRErMEGnIW-A_MUBoT9A-MGJ71EKE-lwIF-ZqLZbj79ZcnrEdWhUwnRdP0YCKkVxJoHGC1OsKNPsODTPoDYOySKb6T0v1sUo9CFm025jW1Ayi" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="581" data-original-width="575" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgx-beYMaIlwEJgDs29xITGtppMTes_YPQV10kfqN35i4cU5ec1hQpP0jrX7_HRWi2XP-EG1iLqRErMEGnIW-A_MUBoT9A-MGJ71EKE-lwIF-ZqLZbj79ZcnrEdWhUwnRdP0YCKkVxJoHGC1OsKNPsODTPoDYOySKb6T0v1sUo9CFm025jW1Ayi" width="238" /></a></div><br />This is, of course, why Ukraine is so eager to get more and better military aid for the US and the rest of NATO. The American way of war for the last hundred years has been to substitute firepower and technology for bodies. This still doesn't always work. In Vietnam, the US military was successful in inflicting far higher casualties on the North Vietnamese than the US suffered; the problem was that the North Vietnamese were willing to go on suffering those casualties and the US was not.<p></p><p>If Ukraine is going to manage to continue to defend itself with anything like success, without completely giving up their future generations, they will need to employ Western style military technology and tactics to achieve a similarly lopsided casualty ratio.</p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-90110950626504801502024-02-17T12:29:00.000-05:002024-02-17T12:29:06.745-05:00The Music Man<p> Last Friday night, my ten-year-old laid his head on the table at dinner and said, "I don't feel well..."</p><p>...and a week later, we are dragging ourselves by our elbows out of a feverish slough of mucus and sinus pressure. I've stopped sneezing this morning, but my head feels like a solid block pressing on my eyeballs. Darwin worked from home two days this week, and every moment he wasn't on a call, he crept back into bed. Various children drip around the house. Fortunately, the older teens have been so far immune, but we are in general a house shrouded in tissues.</p><p>All this is to explain what's more the norm here than otherwise -- the radio silence. But we have not been idle, oh no. I myself am pleasantly enmeshed in preparations for the The Music Man, which I am directing this spring/summer. </p><p>The Music Man, to my mind, is the Great American Musical. It has catchy, hummable, lyrical tunes, iconic characters (is there a more American antihero than Prof. Harold Hill?), a few big dance numbers, a barbershop quartet, and more period Iowa vernacular than you can shake a stick at. ("...or you'll hear from me 'til who laid the rails!") The authentic turn-of-the-century touches are courtesy of author/composer/librettist Meredith Willson -- note the two l's -- b. 1902, whose keen and fond memories of his small-town Iowan upbringing inform every line of dialogue. </p><p>Meredith Willson is now known mostly for "Meredith Willson's The Music Man" (as we are contractually obliged to credit it in publicity material), but mid-century he was more of a household name, known for his popular radio programs. Willson was a talented musician himself, training at a New York musical conservatory later known as Julliard, and becoming flautist in orchestras led by John Phillips Sousa and Arturo Toscanini. (He said he was known as "Down-Beat Willson" for his habit of slipping into the pit just before the conductor raised his baton.) His classical training, and in particular his ability to write counterpoint, elevates the score of The Music Man above nostalgic Americana kitsch.</p><p>The Music Man was eight years and forty revisions in the making. As part of the process of trying to get backing for the show, Willson and his wife, Russian soprano Ralinda (Rini) Zarova, would present an abridged version of the show, with Willson on the piano. Over several years of presentations, Willson honed this pitch, and after the Music Man opened on Broadway, he and Rini recorded an album called <i>...And Then I Wrote The Music Man</i>, an oral history of the show, with songs. </p><p>What's delightful in listening to a sample of this album is hearing Willson's own interpretation of his songs, and realizing that Robert Preston's iconic performance is modeled on the original. And as Rini sings Marian, you realize that Willson wrote the role for his wife's voice, which warms the cockles of even my cold heart. </p><p>Take and listen, friends! And come see The Music Man, June 21-23.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="312" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/PD3ypmrTSRg" width="490" youtube-src-id="PD3ypmrTSRg"></iframe></div><br /><p><br /></p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-81068853429824203812024-02-06T13:19:00.002-05:002024-02-06T13:19:12.526-05:00Reading the Herculaneum Scrolls<p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-CHme6KpYqlB-ow_0qtpawliTLtSoRRzOuhV2MrwUhCzQG-YdA3X80NgRER3SXIrjh_pLYwn1JtCxmWj2At90rOq8l3Bgb95Xu6oYT-Ug8RPMiXbn-qwtsWEbmy4QrjVnUJ1UasftrW9neNHWwU8Y8_N0GdlKZbeRBgXID4Oj5ANudJCOscPt/s2400/text_bcb-smaller.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2327" data-original-width="2400" height="310" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-CHme6KpYqlB-ow_0qtpawliTLtSoRRzOuhV2MrwUhCzQG-YdA3X80NgRER3SXIrjh_pLYwn1JtCxmWj2At90rOq8l3Bgb95Xu6oYT-Ug8RPMiXbn-qwtsWEbmy4QrjVnUJ1UasftrW9neNHWwU8Y8_N0GdlKZbeRBgXID4Oj5ANudJCOscPt/s320/text_bcb-smaller.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><div class="xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs x126k92a" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: "Segoe UI Historic", "Segoe UI", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;"><a href="https://scrollprize.org/grandprize">This is a really fascinating story</a>, and a good example of the way that AI and be used as a tool for the traditional humanities: </div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: "Segoe UI Historic", "Segoe UI", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Machine learning tools are being used to turn CAT scans of scrolls entombed in volcanic mudflows in Herculaneum in 79AD into readable images which papyrus experts are then turning into text and philologists are translating.</div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: "Segoe UI Historic", "Segoe UI", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">This first victory consisted of successfully producing readable images of just a dozen columns of text -- a little over 2000 <span style="font-family: inherit;"><a style="color: #385898; cursor: pointer; font-family: inherit;" tabindex="-1"></a></span>characters -- from one scroll. But it's amazing progress from where things stood a year ago, and the prize for this year will be for producing code that can turn the CAT scan raw data into readable versions of 90% of the first four full scrolls. </div></div><div class="x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: "Segoe UI Historic", "Segoe UI", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">If they're able to read all of the 800 intact scrolls they have now, it would be a significant increase in the total available text from the ancient world. And some archeologists believe they haven't yet found the main library of scrolls in the villa from which these come.</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">My Greek would need a lot of practice before I'd be able to read this previously unavailable text -- a discourse on pleasure by an Epicurean philosopher, Philodemus. Indeed, all the fragments previously read from the scrolls found in this room of the villa are works by Philodemus, leading some researchers to believe that he may have been in residence at the Villa and this may have been his working library (while the larger library in the villa which they believe is still yet to be found might contain a wider range of works.)</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">But what's fascinatingly modern about this whole thing is that the really cutting edge work doesn't require Greek, it requires Python programming. Teams of interested programmers wrote code to detect the imprint of ink on papyrus from the CAT scan images, and to virtually assemble and unwrap the CAT scan images (which are narrow x-ray image slices through the whole scroll) into images of the sheets of papyrus itself. The mixture of very ancient and very modern here is fascinating. And since the entire project is based on open source principles, if you are a cutting edge Python programmer with an interest in the Ancient world, you can to <a href="https://scrollprize.org/grandprize">go the site</a> and click through to GitHub where all the code for the various teams is posted, allowing teams to study each others work as they work on the next round of imaging.</div></div></div>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-80726257824888543582024-01-28T16:35:00.004-05:002024-01-28T16:47:52.850-05:00Immediate Book Meme<div style="background-color: white; text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;">It's book check time, my friends. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><br /></span></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDJAhRnttb3Gdq9ra-kSs6Gpl33c2cN0iWpFMlnKN5VGaE2EcIDSCkrn1YHGaEdPFcjZDCdt-55zPMomeuJLC0ya2nSap6TzU32QnhgRBLXqJLdicLgFQRxYuGwEMrkzvQ2o0_/s320/stack+of+books.jpg" style="border: 1px solid rgb(50, 82, 122); margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; padding: 4px;" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption"><div style="color: #333333; font-size: 14.3px;">photo by Evan Laurence Bench</div><div style="color: #333333; font-size: 14.3px;"><br /></div></td></tr></tbody></table><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/austinevan/1225274637/" style="color: #2d6e89; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-decoration-line: none;"></a></span></div><p><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "georgia" , "utopia" , "palatino linotype" , "palatino" , serif; font-size: 14.3px;"></span><i style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;">There are plenty of memes that want to know all about your book history and your all-time greats and your grand ambitions, but let's focus on something more revealing: the books you're actually reading now, or just read, or are about to read. Let's call it The Immediate Book Meme.</i></p><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i>***</i></span></span><div><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;" /><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;">1. What book are you reading now?</b></div></div><div><i>My nightstand is stacked with books I'm working through:</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Aesthetics-Architecture-Roger-Scruton/dp/0691158339/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3SNC2C8AE5TIN&keywords=aesthetics+of+architecture&qid=1706476129&s=books&sprefix=aesthetics+of+arch%2Cstripbooks%2C141&sr=1-1">The Aesthetics of Architecture</a>, by Roger Scruton</div><div><i>This book demands careful attention, and even so I often need Scruton's practical examples before I understand his abstract claims, but both aesthetics and architecture are subjects I find engaging.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Perfect-House-Journey-Renaissance-Palladio/dp/0743205871/ref=sr_1_2?crid=13EYWNJXLTIHW&keywords=the+perfect+house&qid=1706476168&s=books&sprefix=the+perfect+horse%2Cstripbooks%2C123&sr=1-2">The Perfect House: A Journey with Renaissance Master Andrea Palladio</a>, by Witold Rybczynski</div><div><i>This is my second read of this lovely book about the villas, the private homes, designed by Palladio.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Chastity-Reconciliation-Senses-Erik-Varden/dp/1399411411/ref=sr_1_1?crid=4GRHROBPQWVU&keywords=chastity+erik+varden&qid=1706476266&s=books&sprefix=chastity+erik+varden%2Cstripbooks%2C129&sr=1-1">Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses</a>, by Erik Varden</div><div><i>I preordered Bishop Varden's book because I will now read anything he writes. He is clear, erudite, scholarly, and joyfully orthodox.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Confession-Catholic-Worker-Christian-Witness/dp/1621645665/ref=sr_1_1?crid=ZVT3FA8FYQ53&keywords=confession+of+a+catholic+worker&qid=1706476366&s=books&sprefix=confession+of+a+catholic%2Cstripbooks%2C122&sr=1-1">Confession of a Catholic Worker: Our Moment of Christian Witness</a>, by Larry Chapp</div><div><i>which has lead me to read:</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Moment-Christian-Witness-Communio-Books/dp/0898705169/ref=sr_1_1?crid=824D87QJF331&keywords=moment+of+christian+witness&qid=1706476429&s=books&sprefix=moment+of+christian+wit%2Cstripbooks%2C124&sr=1-1">The Moment of Christian Witness</a>, by Hans Urs Von Balthasar</div><div><i>My purse book, which I read page by page in waiting rooms.</i></div><div><i><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Indigo-Girl-Novel-Natasha-Boyd/dp/1538552922/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1706475799&sr=1-1"><br /></a></i></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Indigo-Girl-Novel-Natasha-Boyd/dp/1538552922/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1706475799&sr=1-1">The Indigo Girl</a>, by Natasha Boyd</div><div><i>My first fiction this year. I'd just read a chapter in our history book about Eliza Lucas Pinckney, and behold, the algorithms uncannily showed me ads for this novel, which is several years old. I'm a few chapters in and putting up with it. It's (over)written in the present tense, and betrays modern sensibilities, and dollars to beignets there's going to be a sex scene in it. This is why I don't read much recent fiction.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><b>1a. What is your current readaloud?</b></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div>Peter Pan, by J. M. Barrie</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/History-US-Colonies-Country-1735-1791/dp/0195327179/ref=sr_1_5?crid=3GPJGMYDQCZ55&keywords=story+of+US+volume+3+joy&qid=1706477032&s=books&sprefix=story+of+us+volume+3+joy+%2Cstripbooks%2C141&sr=1-5">A History of US, Volume 3: From Colonies to Country, 1735-1791</a>, by Joy Hakim</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/How-Scientific-Real-World-Problems-Randall/dp/1473680344/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1706478349&sr=1-1">How To: Absurd Scientific Advice for Common Real World Problems</a>, by Randall Monroe</div><div><i>This boffo book by XKCD cartoonist Monroe is my nighttime reading with my ten-year-old, who is learning more science this way than he did in school (and so am I).</i></div><div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;">2. What book did you just finish?</b></div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.3px;"><i>I'm directing The Music Man this summer, so much of my reading has to do with the show.</i></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>The Music Man, a novelization by Meredith Willson</div><div><i>I thought I was buying the script, but it turns out Willson also novelized The Music Man. It's fun to read his prose, but the book won't replace the show.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/But-He-Doesnt-Know-Territory/dp/1517910471/ref=sr_1_9?crid=3NX252CCP9YH6&keywords=the+man+behind+the+music+man&qid=1706475422&sprefix=the+man+behind+the+music+man%2Caps%2C133&sr=8-9">"But He Doesn't Know The Territory": The Story Behind Meredith Willson's The Music Man</a>, by Meredith Willson</div><div><i>Willson is a delightful writer, with his Iowa turns of phrase, and I liked hearing the story of the creation of The Music Man in his own voice.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Miracle-Music-Man-American-Meredith/dp/1538154641/ref=sims_dp_d_dex_ai_speed_loc_mtl_v3_d_sccl_3_3/146-8523658-2497012?pd_rd_w=8wJC6&content-id=amzn1.sym.5d18c2db-56dd-467d-889d-e1e033556364&pf_rd_p=5d18c2db-56dd-467d-889d-e1e033556364&pf_rd_r=TKHAHERPG97QRRF0075T&pd_rd_wg=M7TU7&pd_rd_r=058ec150-cc77-4701-8342-aeff7eadf610&pd_rd_i=1538154641&psc=1">The Miracle of The Music Man: The Classic American Story of Meredith Willson</a>, by Mark Cabaniss</div><div><i>Informative, but not as much fun to read as Willson himself.</i></div><div><div><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><span><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><span><b>3. What do you plan to read next?</b></span></span></div><div><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><span><i>All Christmas presents.</i></span></span></div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;">Jane Austen's Letters, edited by Deirdre Le Faye</span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i>Jane Austen's actual letters!, in an elegant volume, a treasured present from Darwin.</i></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Jane-Austen-Life-Claire-Tomalin/dp/0679766766/ref=sr_1_1?crid=29RPROY67UBDB&keywords=jane+austen+a+life&qid=1706477146&s=books&sprefix=jane+austen+a+life%2Cstripbooks%2C118&sr=1-1">Jane Austen: A Life</a>, by Claire Tomalin</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Chain-Hands-Washington-University-Reprint/dp/087422098X/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1706477170&sr=1-1">A Chain of Hands,</a> by Carol Ryrie Brink</span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><i>An autobiography by the author of Caddie Woodlawn.</i></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Jewish-Roots-Eucharist-Unlocking/dp/0385531869/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1706477212&sr=1-1">Jesus and the Jewish Roots of the Eucharist</a>, by Brant Pitre</span></span></div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 14.3px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><b>4. What book do you keep meaning to finish?</b></b></div><div><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><b><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Secondhand-Time-Soviets-Svetlana-Alexievich/dp/0399588825/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=second+hand+time&qid=1633918083&s=books&sr=1-1"><br /></a></b></b></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.3px;"><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Onward-Upward-Garden-Review-Classics/dp/1590178505/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1ZJYJ8TMV3A9&keywords=onward+and+upward+in+the+garden+katherine+s.+white&qid=1706477241&s=books&sprefix=onward+and+upward+in+the+%2Cstripbooks%2C100&sr=1-1">Onward and Upward in the Garden</a>, by Katharine S. White</span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.3px;"><i>A collection of reviews of gardening catalogs by E. B. White's wife. Delightful even to a non-gardener like myself.</i></span></span></div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.3px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><b>5. What book do you keep meaning to start?</b></b></div><div>I've been meaning to read <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Works-Mercy-Sally-Thomas/dp/1951319737/ref=sr_1_1?crid=F7Q895HVNRJ9&keywords=works+of+mercy&qid=1706477436&s=books&sprefix=works+of+mercy%2Cstripbooks%2C118&sr=1-1">Works of Mercy</a> by Sally Thomas ever since it was published. <br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><span><br /></span></span></div><div><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, "palatino linotype", palatino, serif; font-size: 14.3px;"><b>6. What is your current reading trend?</b></b><br /><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: georgia, utopia, palatino linotype, palatino, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.3px;">The Music Man, and architecture, and Hans Urs Von Balthasar</span></span></div></div></div>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-56661836701796117932024-01-09T11:06:00.000-05:002024-01-09T11:06:08.917-05:00To Sleep, Perchance to Dream<p>It has been a time of dreams for me lately -- long, involving, pleasant dreams, full of plot and incident and characters both real and imagined. If I drift to the edge of consciousness, I can fall back into the same plot, such as it is. And yet, I can't tell you about them. As soon as I try to make concrete in words the visions of my subconscious, the images slip away, like that small bit of eggshell in the bowl you keep trying to nab. (You can pin the eggshell if you dip your finger in water first, but that doesn't seem to help with describing dreams.)</p><p>I might try to tell you about last night's dream, which (I think) involved me awarding a gift basket to a seminarian, while we were all (but who <i>was</i> "all" of us?) in the finished basement, or the paneled subterranean corridors, of a vast elegant hotel. But that was only the most minor and final part of the dream. What happened in the rest of it? I can't tell you. Words are first nonsense, and then simply inaccessible.</p><p>The other morning I set myself to finding words for the dream I'd just come out of, still so vivid, but all I could articulate was "Russia" and... no, now I can't even find any language for the swirl of images still drifting around my head. All I know is that Russia is <i>not</i> the right descriptor, and that my dream didn't involve Russia. It's simply the only word I could grab. </p><p>Great theologians have insisted that we can not describe what God <i>is</i>, only what he is <i>not</i>. My dreams seem that way, ineffable. I can only hold onto them for as long as I resist trying to describe them. When I try to describe them, I only have the wrong words. But it is comforting to know that there is this pleasant... what? Realm? Domain? (<i>Reality</i> doesn't seem the right word)... that is accessible to me, even if it's indescribable and unshareable through any normal medium of communication. </p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-82039973490757443622024-01-08T21:01:00.002-05:002024-01-08T21:01:24.653-05:00One Week<p>We're about a week into 2024, and I don't have anything more intelligent to offer you than this inessential bit of textual analysis I've been low-key working on since before Christmas: is the one week in the Barenaked Ladies song One week actually one week (and two days 'til they say they're sorry)?</p><p>There are three verses in this hit from 1998, which I listened to on the radio (the radio!) when it was still in top-40 territory. Each one covers nine days of a relationship quarrel, from initial conflagration to the still-deferred apology. I'd always thought of the verses as being a sequence of sorts, with Day 1 of verse two being Day 3 of verse one, and so forth, but now I'm inclined to read the lyrics as being three different Rashomon-style perspectives on the same fight, albeit from one source, the increasingly penitent (if still irreverent) Steven Page. </p><p>Since this is an analysis of no interest to anyone except 90s kids, I'm not going to quote the whole song here; <a href="https://genius.com/Barenaked-ladies-one-week-lyrics">you can refresh on the lyrics at Genius </a>(along with a lot of rather obvious annotations). Here, completed in a burst of procrastination before some kind of obligatory Christmas event, is a breakdown of the fight. I wrote it out trying to figure out how the sequence of the verses fit together, but, as I say, I now think it's all the same week. Anyone needing to procrastinate may feel free to offer further insight.</p><p>***</p><p>Day 1: She looks at him, cocks her head to the side and says, "I'm angry."</p><p>Day 3: She laughs at him and says, "Get back together, come back and see me."</p><p>Day 5: The living room, where he realizes it's all his fault, but couldn't tell her.</p><p>Day 6: She forgave him, but didn't say so.</p><p>Day 9: He will say he's sorry.</p><p><br /></p><p>Day 1: She throws her arms in the air and says, "You're crazy."</p><p>Day 3: She tackles him and give him rug burn on both his knees.</p><p>Day 5: She realizes, in the afternoon, that it's not his fault.</p><p>Day 6: She forgave him, but didn't say so.</p><p>Day 7: He's sitting back and waiting until she says she's sorry.</p><p><br /></p><p>Day 1: She looks at him, drops her arms to the side, and says she's sorry.</p><p>Day 3: He laughs at her and says she just did just what he thought she was going to do.</p><p>Day 5: In the living room, they both realize that they are both to blame, but what can they do?</p><p>Day 6: She smiles at him.</p><p>Day 9: They both say they're sorry.</p><p>***</p><p>AND now that I've put all this work into writing this out, I discover that someone has already put this into calendar form.</p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinvfpYVV6sZGURbQUl8hmbGEvsTq8NYAzIdURFsIUyoR1bDpBPLspy6Llg32VlTXfRMmVNFcQoC4To9nOR_Z_i_9ZHpUfQZ89c5EDINptS8y87CiTdQGiH4vKc1b43Kj2twJsq0wLpgun8tUtm-xdahzU4BTjgomEoRFbRycs_bxliEHASnSFx/s2012/Screen%20Shot%202024-01-08%20at%208.50.43%20PM.png" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="856" data-original-width="2012" height="170" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinvfpYVV6sZGURbQUl8hmbGEvsTq8NYAzIdURFsIUyoR1bDpBPLspy6Llg32VlTXfRMmVNFcQoC4To9nOR_Z_i_9ZHpUfQZ89c5EDINptS8y87CiTdQGiH4vKc1b43Kj2twJsq0wLpgun8tUtm-xdahzU4BTjgomEoRFbRycs_bxliEHASnSFx/w400-h170/Screen%20Shot%202024-01-08%20at%208.50.43%20PM.png" width="400" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">source: https://ilovecharts.tumblr.com/post/18448564253/bare-naked-lades-one-week-joel<br /><br /></td></tr></tbody></table>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-71324868408664265052023-12-31T19:48:00.000-05:002023-12-31T19:48:20.011-05:00A Year End PostIt's December 31st, and the sidebar tells me that it is our least prolific writing year in the 18 years of the blog's existence. Though as I say that, the idea of a blog being 18 years old is also rather shocking. 51 posts this year to date is pretty pitiful after years (many years ago at this point) when we averaged more than one post per day. Though, to be honest, I'm surprised that this post will even bring us up to that average. It seems like less.<div><br /></div><div>So what has happened this year?</div><div><br /></div><div>MrsDarwin and I each directed one play for our local community theater.</div><div><br /></div><div>In the spring, MrsDarwin directed Shakespeare's "A Midsummer Night's Dream"</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgleeWc1aTrR8C5QvR2_Hqk6KknZzj-NY1w1-v2VsJhsz2A-8JkgtQQqvGyC-CjqKvr287y41njLb59E-z55MIZynUNXxVtEXEJd42sAjLQFx6UMOHwD7THCpMy0xq6lh3FMpM1H9OX7tCl1Pa2tSZmmN4nkHd8Sw7R8abd3g4-7FY3e7cW2wzh/s4617/IMG_3150%20(1).jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3363" data-original-width="4617" height="233" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgleeWc1aTrR8C5QvR2_Hqk6KknZzj-NY1w1-v2VsJhsz2A-8JkgtQQqvGyC-CjqKvr287y41njLb59E-z55MIZynUNXxVtEXEJd42sAjLQFx6UMOHwD7THCpMy0xq6lh3FMpM1H9OX7tCl1Pa2tSZmmN4nkHd8Sw7R8abd3g4-7FY3e7cW2wzh/s320/IMG_3150%20(1).jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div>She is a far better acting director that I am, and thus well suited to helping actors deliver Shakespeare's language with understanding and conviction. And it was a wonderful cast. Indeed, our Titania and Lysander are now engaged and getting married in a month or two. (No particular credit to us -- they came to us as a couple, but they were great to work with.)</div><div><br /></div><div>In the summer musical, MrsDarwin had her star turn onstage as Golde in "Fiddler on the Roof". I dealt with tech -- and when asked, told MrsD that what she needed to make her performance come alive was to remember that the subtext of every line directed at Tevye was, "You idiot". MrsD is someone who is very cautious with her subtext in real life, so this kind of let-it-all-hang-out combativeness did not come naturally, but in the end, I think she nailed it.</div><div><br /></div><div>In the fall, I directed Agatha Christie's Murder on the Orient Express. If I have a strength, it's on the management and technical sides of directing, and this was a very technical show with a lot of set and sound and lighting. I think that in the end, it came out very well.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/YlF99Dn85EI" width="320" youtube-src-id="YlF99Dn85EI"></iframe></div><br /><div><br /></div><div>I read 23 books (if I manage to finish one of the incomplete ones in the next few hours, I'll hit my Goodreads goal of 24), and if there was a theme to this years reading, it was non-fiction books dealing with prehistory. The one I would most recommend to a general audience is <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Catching-Fire-Cooking-Made-Human/dp/0465020410/ref=sr_1_7?crid=4LCHFHDV2VX5&keywords=catching+fire&qid=1704068415&sprefix=catching+fire%2Caps%2C92&sr=8-7">Catching Fire: How Cooking Made Us Human</a>. </div><div><br /></div><div>Writing this year... Well, it was a bit sparse, not just on the blog, but also on the fiction projects we care a lot about. MrsD made some forward motion both on drafting Mrs Dashwood and also on revising Stillwater for publication. 2025 is Jane Austen's 250th birthday, and MrsD is planning to have a banner year for Austen-inspired publications. My own output has been disappointing (at least in quantity) -- on the blog, on The Pillar, and on The Great War. I feel age pressing upon me, and as I turn 45 this coming year recognize that I had better get this trilogy done while I can still write in the same voice in which I began.</div><div><br /></div><div>And then there is The Bathroom Project.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's 18 months now since I started a total gut and rebuild of a bathroom, thinking I could get it done within 3-6 months. But someone directing two show and tech directing four and being promoted to a vice president at work all (not to mention seven children and a spouse I like to spend time with) adds up to a lot of commitment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Still, progress is happening. I got the joists leveled and the subfloor down, and over this Christmas break I have put in the insulation and moved the cast iron tub in order to re-level and re-position it.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dznYLbABER_fEOA3gsGCbFPEnNT822Z9HEf-lX_ZrWsXgbKYlG6Yhp1dI5x0j7zR7tAFpaD7X5aRIE' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><br /><div>It turns out that back in 1929, the way that they put a cast iron tup in place was to pour a bunch of cement on the subfloor and set the tub on it. Which I'm sure is great, but if re-doing your walls and tile means you need to move your tub over an inch, it's impossible to do. They built to last in those days, but they didn't. build to be easy to renovate.</div><div><br /></div><div>So now I'm googling up ways to place one's cast iron tub and we're going to level up the joists by two inches (it was always a big step down into the tub) and re-level the beast as we put it back.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhywkiMt2VfJJshFHqwa6DVXIklx4l2sfu6YurQfzwnqFB1kN-7je4uQ6GV19InId1SZhEkFTfEkXJAhLFKsb4SsQ-Ds7BJOfV5AfEHTavPe9a6VpbYIZouzfv7Pp2QrhyphenhyphenpAH2-bPJztKokwSBWBZvqCv4mM820IwMAXlE4Rb6r8lMxo7TkuiEQ/s5712/IMG_3602.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="5712" data-original-width="4284" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhywkiMt2VfJJshFHqwa6DVXIklx4l2sfu6YurQfzwnqFB1kN-7je4uQ6GV19InId1SZhEkFTfEkXJAhLFKsb4SsQ-Ds7BJOfV5AfEHTavPe9a6VpbYIZouzfv7Pp2QrhyphenhyphenpAH2-bPJztKokwSBWBZvqCv4mM820IwMAXlE4Rb6r8lMxo7TkuiEQ/s320/IMG_3602.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjs1vutUs1Vhmc0427CIkwQfcbu2BswEqsGYsMMjFKuaEi-fQdyteh31gKkVwOTth82Jy0V6sW9UsxpipMn0ym7z_3W8NS95mlEpasX_BnI7y21lzL7xha6I2S2IUNeo17EB0_2nnvmeVeXDQEbp6AWGBscPCUYlyCDCEqJoHWwdMNNAusAb2Ax/s5712/IMG_3603.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="5712" data-original-width="4284" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjs1vutUs1Vhmc0427CIkwQfcbu2BswEqsGYsMMjFKuaEi-fQdyteh31gKkVwOTth82Jy0V6sW9UsxpipMn0ym7z_3W8NS95mlEpasX_BnI7y21lzL7xha6I2S2IUNeo17EB0_2nnvmeVeXDQEbp6AWGBscPCUYlyCDCEqJoHWwdMNNAusAb2Ax/s320/IMG_3603.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrZfFbgryOpFjWMS9is2r4-4op8gPEdomfxP9QQvFhXluN8xtyh_KHaNqG8KPuBHyX4PVylec1COkSUIcydfzBQ8i27gn0IutkzjqWpw_jy-_cqSPKTk3SHvsc5OMiggV83jg9fHHp1t0PAcC5Qm-I5V-Gs6W-ZH1BvqsPYeSn_lhndlDI03o9/s5712/IMG_3606.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="5712" data-original-width="4284" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrZfFbgryOpFjWMS9is2r4-4op8gPEdomfxP9QQvFhXluN8xtyh_KHaNqG8KPuBHyX4PVylec1COkSUIcydfzBQ8i27gn0IutkzjqWpw_jy-_cqSPKTk3SHvsc5OMiggV83jg9fHHp1t0PAcC5Qm-I5V-Gs6W-ZH1BvqsPYeSn_lhndlDI03o9/s320/IMG_3606.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhulSU7RPhuz49umr2kFIiF0y4mxQppCtLU_6J8e9h3FS-fUlfxVLcA-Pk3WPBr3bekE9Iw28k52Cgw_j8SAwj03L5vMvrtHgVjxjknxLYOVXaY-S4l5rj53ehMzjlwskJmWWv83JaXWbOZSKQ8iafIZWpCP1XSVDY4MpN_es64lFytmAkClHUp/s4032/IMG_9070.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhulSU7RPhuz49umr2kFIiF0y4mxQppCtLU_6J8e9h3FS-fUlfxVLcA-Pk3WPBr3bekE9Iw28k52Cgw_j8SAwj03L5vMvrtHgVjxjknxLYOVXaY-S4l5rj53ehMzjlwskJmWWv83JaXWbOZSKQ8iafIZWpCP1XSVDY4MpN_es64lFytmAkClHUp/s320/IMG_9070.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><div>So, from this aging blog to any of you still reading: a happy new years, and may you be successful in planning out your <i>vita nuova</i> in the weeks and months to come.</div><div><br /></div>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-78398879565448653362023-12-27T20:08:00.003-05:002023-12-27T20:08:47.384-05:00Tired of Lies<p>For those in the Catholic media world, peace on earth was slow in coming this advent, as a mini firestorm blew up on December 18th with the release of <a href="https://press.vatican.va/content/salastampa/it/bollettino/pubblico/2023/12/18/0901/01963.html#en"><i>Fiducia Supplicans</i>, a declaration from the Dicastery for the Doctrine of the Faith on the pastoral meaning of blessings</a>.</p><p>You might think that blessings would be a pretty non-controversial topic, perhaps even a boring one. Blessings are everywhere in Catholic life. It's quite normal for a parish priest, at the request of his parishioners, to bless rosaries and other sacramentals, cars, houses, etc. </p><p>Nor are blessings something reserved only for some spiritual or moral elite. Indeed, it is common for priests to suggest that at communion, those who may not be in union with the Church, or who may be in an unabsolved state of serious sin, cross their arms to show that they would like to receive a blessing from the priest rather than the Eucharist. In this very common move, it is precisely those who are in some state of sin or disunion with the Church who routinely receive blessings. So in no way are blessings reserved for the few or the perfect.</p><p>But this document comes in the midst of an already simmering rift in the Church over whether the Church's teachings on cohabitation, on divorce and remarriage, and on whether marriage can be contracted between two people of the same sex can be changed. The Synodal Way initiative pursued by the German Catholic bishops has openly called for a wholesale revision of Catholic teaching on sexual morality and German bishops have given permission for the blessing of same sex marriages by their priests. The Belgian bishops have published liturgical text for blessing same sex marriages. And although the Vatican has said that this is not possible, it has also declined to in any way stop the Belgian and German bishops, even while showing in other areas that it is quite willing to interfere in very local liturgical matters and remove bishops for seemingly minor issues (as in the case of the Bishop of Arecibo in Porto Rico.)</p><p>It's important to note that the document itself states the Catholic teaching on marriage repeatedly. This is not to say that there not nits which one might pick with it theologically. It continues the recent trend of referring to "irregular" relationships, as if a sexual relationship with the Church considers to be clearly sinful were merely an issue due to some fussy technicality. And its suggestion that a couple can be blessed as a couple (not as two Christians seeking God's grace) while at the same time holding that the union is itself sinful seems hard to maintain to human and practical terms. If this same argument were made for blessing other questionable social groupings (say a street racing club -- those can, I am told, lead to relationships that "are family") one imagines that Cardinal Fernandez would be more hesitant.</p><p>But issues asides, the document is clearly one which was written with conscious attention to being compatible with established Catholic teaching.</p><p>So why has it been greeted with such sharp reactions? Why have the bishops of Germany and Belgium (who are explicitly violating its rules) declared the document to be a good start, while the bishops of the many conferences throughout Africa have reacted so negatively that under Cardinal Fridolin Ambongo the Symposium of Episcopal Conferences of Africa and Madagascar is working to put together a unified continental response to confusion arising from the document?</p><p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjhGLFaTrpB7Ff6G-LGQh-IQCyqKHonp8MmhSEousXOuHvJKu4NRtcE-pVwCjPnMf0Q2OqEmEcK38dqcKQdmVeq9-6Y0LFMo1bQE4mO_FoRo5-gRy2-T151xn389w5TgQbkeI8bwKu8pl1rLPQ0tWOImaJ-LaclOm7OX4u_UJCnYKWfd8bEIlg0" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img alt="" data-original-height="433" data-original-width="585" height="237" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjhGLFaTrpB7Ff6G-LGQh-IQCyqKHonp8MmhSEousXOuHvJKu4NRtcE-pVwCjPnMf0Q2OqEmEcK38dqcKQdmVeq9-6Y0LFMo1bQE4mO_FoRo5-gRy2-T151xn389w5TgQbkeI8bwKu8pl1rLPQ0tWOImaJ-LaclOm7OX4u_UJCnYKWfd8bEIlg0" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Fr. James Martin, SJ, celebrated the release of <i>Fiducia Supplicans</i> by calling a NY Times reporter and photographer to document his first official 'informal and non-liturgical' blessing of a gay couple.</span></td></tr></tbody></table><br />I think it's impossible to look at these developments outside the context of the last thirty years of history among the broader world of Christian communities across the world. </p><p>The issue of same sex marriage has split multiple Protestant denominations over the last few decades. Even as the news of the new Vatican document dominated headlines, the <a href="https://www.christianitytoday.com/news/2023/december/united-methodist-church-split-total-umc-disaffiliation-lgbt.html">United Methodist Church was completing a massive split over LGBT issues</a>. For Episcopalians in the US, the split came a while ago, with congregations which held to traditional Christian teaching on morality re-aligning themselves to belong to a hierarchy centered on (non-coincidentally) Anglican bishops in Africa. Africa is not merely a thriving region for Catholics, but for a number of Protestant denominations as well, including Anglicans, Lutherans and Methodists -- all of whom in the US are dominated by progressive theology (though as with all things Protestant, it's complicated and fractured.)</p><p>Growing up, a lot of my friends were Episcopalian, and fairly involved in their churches, so I heard a lot about the developing split in the Episcopal Church over same sex marriage. One of the things that struck me then was the amount of double-talk and outright lying about objectives which went on from the progressive side.</p><p>Again and again, I saw people who clearly supported same sex marriage argue, "Why should it be a problem if Gene Robinson is a bishop and openly lives with a same sex partner? We know that lots of bishops are sinners. All of us are in need of forgiveness. Was it ever a tenet of the faith that bishops are without sin?"</p><p>Advocates insisted they weren't trying to change doctrine, they just wanted to have blessings, or have commitment ceremonies, or have house blessings. All sorts of halfway steps were endorsed and people insisted they were obviously the end point and it was conspiracy minded to see this as one big push for same sex marriage. Until, of course, enough people had become accustomed to the idea and then suddenly it was a push for same sex marriage and congregations which wouldn't go along with the changes were getting evicted from their churches by bishops.</p><p>Now, as a Catholic, I think there's an obvious difference here. Yes, we have some parts of the Catholic Church which are deathly sick and may wither away. Germany and some other European countries may well see an institutional collapse of the Church in the coming decades. But I believe that the Holy Spirit is guiding the Catholic Church as a whole and will preserve it from teaching error.</p><p>That said, as we can see from Church history, a great deal of confusion, conflict, and loss of faith very much can go on even as though in the long run the gates of hell will not prevail against the Church. Whether we live through times of re-awakening and evangelization, or times of confusion and apostacy, can very much depend on our own actions and those of the Church's leaders.</p><p>When it comes to confusion, there is at least an honesty to the German Synodal Way, which is stating outright that it wants a complete change in Catholic teaching on sexual morality. They may be wrong, but it's clear where they stand.</p><p>Far more frustrating are the people who seem like they would be ecstatic if the Church were to change its teaching on same sex marriage, and yet who keep insisting that they are not advocating for any such thing but rather just want to provide people with blessings.</p><p>Indeed, one whole line or argument which I have seen is that the way that the Church could gradually change doctrine is by first changing practice -- making it seem completely normal for same sex couples to get blessings from priests while opposite sex couples get marriage ceremonies -- and then when the blessing of unions seems like a standard part of Catholic life, start pushing the question of "how is it fair that some couples get weddings and others only get blessings?"</p><p>And knowing that some of those out there insisting "We only want blessings! We don't want any change in doctrine!" are lying and very much do want to change doctrine makes those who are eager to protect doctrine wary of <i>everyone </i>advocating for blessings, even though (as the new DDF document shows) there is a way of thinking about blessings for people in relationships that the Church sees as sinful which is no change in doctrine and indeed no change in practice from the current one.</p><p>For those who've been seeing this issue play out in the wider Christian community for decades, the loud insistence that "We're very, very excited about this important new document, but you guys need to shut up because it absolutely is not a change in doctrine in the direction that we've been advocating for" sounds (to use an overused term) like gaslighting. People know very well that there are those out there who want to change doctrine and see a liberal application of blessings such as that celebrated for the NY Times by Fr. James Martin, SJ (himself a darling of the Vatican at the moment -- though that may change if his public victory lap is seen has instrumental in causing the explosion among the bishops in Africa) as a means for gradually enacting that change.</p><p>I think there are a number of other leaders in the hierarchy who really do think that informal blessings are a way to somehow paper over the growing split on moral doctrine without having to hash out the underlying issues. To these institutionally minded clerics, encouraging blessings (which really are nothing new) provides a way seem more accepting without actually changing doctrine, which they recognize would be incompatible with the Church's self understanding. The problem is that this attempt to have it both ways -- to satisfy those who actually want same sex marriage and also those who want doctrinal fidelity -- risks making the split seem even bigger than it is. Those who are focused on doctrinal fidelity see the offer of blessings to be a sign of loyalty to the pro same sex marriage faction.</p><p>It is actively good to be pastoral and tell people, no matter their actions and attachments, that God loves them and wants to shower down grace upon them. It will be a bad outcome for the Church if good priests and bishops become convinced they must be stingy with blessings in order to seem not to be endorsing doctrinal change.</p><p>What Church leaders should do is BOTH crack down hard on those within the Church who are flouting Church teaching on same sex marriage, and ALSO encourage the use of blessings for all people who are eager for God's mercy, grace, and forgiveness. And those who disagree with the Church's perennial and unchanging teaching on marriage and sexuality should at least have the decency to stop lying and admit that they disagree. The lies are poisoning the whole Church.</p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-24190585750875615182023-12-23T12:56:00.002-05:002023-12-23T12:56:09.264-05:00Accommodation vs Evangelization and Their Origins<p> I have <a href="https://www.pillarcatholic.com/p/accommodation-or-evangelization-what">a piece up in the The Pillar this week</a>, advancing a framework for understanding why we see such different responses to the challenges of talking about the Church's teachings on marriage and sexual morality in the modern world.</p><p>How is it that among the world's Catholic bishops' conferences we have countries as seemingly different as Germany, Belgium and the countries of Latin America on the "accommodation" side of dealing with these problems, while on the other we have countries like the US and the African nations?</p><p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj8UTOrzJnzV1jpqLaIlRn11gHTqwg2FVtaNhJNS0X0jjMrZmtsLtCRsG9WCGL1GXVk2BqIUdKSYFZ7-Uq-lbD57YSwBH_Tt4qKK_Y1bvKtOOAO8iuosSaFW65HNmP4gfwL0PJgPSbpDH9p9ic4ajPCiFzTpv6tvtePZjEAvz-WjLyBMQ2GnxoG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img alt="" data-original-height="243" data-original-width="721" height="135" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj8UTOrzJnzV1jpqLaIlRn11gHTqwg2FVtaNhJNS0X0jjMrZmtsLtCRsG9WCGL1GXVk2BqIUdKSYFZ7-Uq-lbD57YSwBH_Tt4qKK_Y1bvKtOOAO8iuosSaFW65HNmP4gfwL0PJgPSbpDH9p9ic4ajPCiFzTpv6tvtePZjEAvz-WjLyBMQ2GnxoG=w400-h135" width="400" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Pope Francis and Cardinal Fernandez hale from Argentina, where 92% of the population is Catholic, although few people attend mass or even marry in the Church, while <i>Fiducia supplicans</i> has come under strident criticism from the bishops of Africa, where in most countries Catholicism is a minority religion besides Protestantism and Islam</span></td></tr></tbody></table><br />If it were simply a matter of affluence and modern economies, one might expect the US and Europe to seem more similar, while Africa and Latin America were on the same side.</p><p>I argue that there are different experiences and fears among church leaders in countries where the Catholic Church is the predominant religious force. Clerics who face a region in which the vast majority of residents are baptized Catholics are tempted by a sense of loss aversion: if only they can avoid giving people a reason to formally separate themselves from the Church, then when some point in their lives draws them towards God, it will be the Church and the Church's sacraments which people reach out to.</p><p>In regions with more religious competition, leaders in the Church have pushed to realize that waiting passively for the moment of grace may not be enough: if they do not seek to actively evangelize their flock, the sheep may be quickly drawn into another religious community.<br /><br /><a href="https://www.pillarcatholic.com/p/accommodation-or-evangelization-what">You can real the full piece which lays out the argument and supporting details here</a>.</p><p>With this post, I'd like to go a bit further and discuss some ideas which did not make it into the Pillar piece.</p><p>Obviously, it is the fact that at many times through Church history Church leaders have seen the necessity of evangelizing even though the vast majority of the people under their care are already baptized Catholics. Accommodation and the minimization of the conflicts between Catholic teaching and the prevailing culture of the time is not the inevitable approach. The Church's history is full of great saints who recognized and sought to remedy the everyday practical unbelief which is a temptation for all of us.</p><p>So why, with the mainstream culture seemingly so opposed to Christianity at so many levels -- not just sexuality, but in regards to the meaning and purpose of human life, of possessions, of civil society -- has more of a movement not sprung up yet to bring the Church's message to a desperate world, even in the regions which are, on paper, already Catholic?</p><p>I think one could argue that among the "Vatican II generation" there is an idea that is a hangover from the post WW2 moment (when modernity seemed to have immolated itself in war and destruction, and Catholic theologian Jacques Maritain was a key inspiration for the UN Charter on Human Rights.) Catholic leaders thought that the Church was poised to provide answers to a ruined modernity's questions and lead the world into a new age of peace and thriving.</p><p>Whatever influence that Catholic vision may have had evaporated in the conflict with the sexual revolution. Even as the conciliar generation "threw open the windows the Church" thinking that the world would eagerly embrace the ideas of churchmen on ending war, pursuing European style Christian Democracy, and creating an economy focused on human ends, the world instead embraced a consumerism which extended to sex, relationship, and human life itself.</p><p>And yet many (especially in Europe and that conciliar generation) still see the post-Vatican II Church as clearly providing answers to the secular world's questions if only they could clear the air of questions about sexual issues.</p><p>We see this in a conviction that the Vatican can be a key player in negotiating an end to war in general (in individual conflicts such as Ukraine and the Holy Land in particular), and in providing the inspiration for a new culture which will tame carbon emissions.</p><p>But in the minds of the vast majority of people, that post-war moment is long past. When you talk with secular intellectuals about "human rights" they instantly think of gay marriage and trans rights, not the vision of Christian Democracy which the postwar generation of Catholic leaders sought to implement in Europe and abroad. </p><p>And the sorts of questions that people are actually asking are in fact the ones which too many church leaders seem to see as a distraction: how am I to form relationships and raise a family? What is a family? What is the relationship between me and my body? If I could upload my mind into a computer, would that be "me"? Do we have the right to create life whenever and however we choose (from IVF to genetically modified "custom babies") and to end life when we see fit? What do my desires mean in a world where countless internet sights are flogging apparently instant satisfaction? </p><p>And while the Church has answers to those questions, they're answers in clear and direct conflict with the post sexual revolution mores of secular society to which many are as deeply attached as pagan societies were to their idols. At some point, the leaders of the Church are going to have to choose between the credibility they imagine they could have with the leaders of the worldly elite and professing the Church's answers on the key questions of the day. They question is: will they choose to do so, in some parts of the world, while they still have a majority of people being baptized into the Church, or will the wakeup call wait until the collapse is complete.</p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-11288959891198674212023-12-14T11:21:00.001-05:002023-12-14T11:21:49.469-05:00The Penderwicks at Last<p>Why have I not written? Let me count the ways. No, let me sum up. I have not written because I have not written. Life continues happily apace here in Darwinland. Each day brings some fresh incident, but as they're mostly funny little quotidian things, they're not of much interest to anyone but us. Last Thursday, a week ago now, Child #5 finally had her tonsils out (and her adenoids, and she also had a nasal turbinate reduction, which is to say the surgeon essentially roto-rootered her upper nasal passage), bringing, we hope, an end to the storyline that was strep throat. She is recovering well, you'll be happy to know, even though 13 is geriatric in terms of tonsil surgery.</p><p>Life is like that, you know? You blink, and all the little day to day dramas and laughs have built up to time passing. Distilling that time into a narrative, and not just a collection of anecdotes and characters, can be tricky, especially if there's not some overarching drama to resolve. </p><p>Which brings me to The Penderwicks at Last, which I read, and then skimmed, in one bout of increasingly disappointed consumption, rather as one eats the whole box of cereal looking for a plastic prize.</p><p>***</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKdDKltZxUc7Dfm7qkwSWIdvxkLonJZvocWZPt40lAWsyNVff-qAarwWai1sGBQEarCuWMjwUWXpCiWVZ0TezYdOE1HC39EvtikAiNSQ2NM5x7hHViUPaMD2mz10ntuCjPo0N1tV7bP3QQIIUJskB7zD9nFLr_DOHgiIMnEtBpaVdLqCQb-D0C/s273/Penderwicks%20at%20Last.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="273" data-original-width="185" height="273" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKdDKltZxUc7Dfm7qkwSWIdvxkLonJZvocWZPt40lAWsyNVff-qAarwWai1sGBQEarCuWMjwUWXpCiWVZ0TezYdOE1HC39EvtikAiNSQ2NM5x7hHViUPaMD2mz10ntuCjPo0N1tV7bP3QQIIUJskB7zD9nFLr_DOHgiIMnEtBpaVdLqCQb-D0C/s1600/Penderwicks%20at%20Last.jpeg" width="185" /></a></div><p>The first Penderwicks book was a delight, mostly -- a story of four sisters and their absent-minded professor of a father (given to Latin quotes, you know, as erudite professor fathers are), vacationing in the caretaker cottage of a grand estate called Arundel. They become friends with the boy who lives at the estate, despite his overbearing mother. Everything is a bit too charming, but the characters and situations are fun, in general, and the adventures innocent -- a bunch of modern children strangely unaffected by the world of screens.</p><p>If a book is a success, it is certain to have a sequel. The Penderwicks spawned three sequels of decreasing quality, until the fourth book, The Penderwicks in Spring, badly bungled the sisters responding to traumatic memories of their mother's death. Appalling behavior that called out for clinical intervention was brushed under the table. The author had lost control of her characters, and what were character quirks in the first book became serious social maladaptations, in a way that she was not able or willing to address realistically.</p><p>Whence this family dysfunction? All erased with a happy stroke of the author's pen in The Penderwicks at Last, an episodic collection of precious characters and no stakes. Ostensibly the story is about the wedding of the oldest Penderwick sister, to be held back where it all started, at Arundel, and the POV character is the youngest stepsister, 11-year-old Lydia, whose tweenhood seems untainted with any impending hint of adult complexity. But the family's minor wedding drama has absolutely no weight for the reader, nor has any other incident -- there's no conflict whose happy resolution is not signaled pages or chapters in advance. Scads of oh-so-delightful characters (and dogs, three or four or six of them) surface just long enough to be interchangeably wise and charming. The original four sisters are now remote, blank slates on which the author has inscribed one or two residual character traits to manipulate as she pleases. The book dutifully namechecks lots of literature and music, and we're all aware that the author has read Little Women, making certain plot developments as predictable as tomorrow's date. </p><p>It is right and just for a children's book to be mainly about the microcosmic dramas that seem so desperately important in the moment. The juvie novel devoted to grappling with Big History or current social mores already seems as dated as the Improving Literature foisted upon the defiant Jane Eyre. Make kids' lit small again! But even small things need real weight to register. By the middle of the book, Lydia is already achingly nostalgic for the twee memories she's still in the middle of making, and the reader is nostalgic for the kind of children's book where the events matter as much to her as to the characters. There's no prize at the bottom of this cereal box, just a powdery pile of sugar dust.</p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-60669479472184623052023-11-21T10:01:00.001-05:002023-11-21T10:04:52.724-05:00Frankly, My Dear, I Give a Thanks<p>We are at that stage of Thanksgiving cleaning where everything looks worse before it looks better. I have been scrubbing bathrooms, three yesterday, and one left for today. The fifth bathroom is Darwin's purview. He is taking this holiday week to screw down the plywood to the joists, each of which had to be carefully leveled because the previous round of renovations (ca. 1929) saw so much concrete poured that they didn't bother with whether the joists were level or not. But as of today, we will finally have a bathroom floor again for the first time in at least a year, albeit one made of plywood.</p><p>Five bathrooms, and something wrong with each one, and that's the story of our big old house.</p><p>I'm scrubbing bathrooms not only because it needs to be done every once in a while, but because we have a goodly cast of Thanksgiving guests. Right now the count stands at: </p><p>1) 21yo College daughter, a senior at FUS, staying in room with 17yo sister.</p><p>2) My mom, staying in room with 20yo daughter. (She'll be sleeping in 13yo daughter's bed; 13yo has to go in with her youngest brothers, much to her chagrin.)</p><p>3) and maybe 4): Darwin's mother, in her first Thanksgiving since relocating from Los Angeles to live around the block from us; and Darwin's brother, who may attend but can feel uncomfortable in crowds.</p><p>5) The religion teacher from our parochial school, a recent FUS grad who's also from a big homeschooling family, whom we've taken under our wing.</p><p>6) Not a guest, but a resident: 20yo daughter's boyfriend, who rents the large room up in the attic as a studio apartment. He is a lovable fellow who is a delight to have around the house, and he and 15yo son live the bachelor life up on the third floor. I don't often put my head into the bathroom up there, as the boys are expected to maintain it, but about twice a year I give it a maternal scrub.</p><p>Various guests have offered to bring various dishes, and everything is coming together swimmingly for Thursday's meal. We have not yet reached the point of needing to send out <a href="https://awkwardfamilyphotos.com/2009/11/26/awkward-family-story-the-thanksgiving-letter/?fbclid=IwAR1yyhJYyIgVpRH4bq1CE854P6XzMF_0opFByUv_Ja7JtFayOYjz_Gj17VE">The Thanksgiving Letter</a>, but it mandatory holiday reading at our house, preferably performed by the 17yo (the one most akin in managerial spirit to Marney).</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvPchI_v1W8EODM2aj4HVc-lX2J0Ea3jqXUOOWPTp-JPKNqeWeQZlr5wdRDtfi2V5s0M2Vla72zx8gr9qAU9XEp4k3eXRCuiOemhH-yvo9EtaSi1kjlvDZyzKK-345Z6ssYbSsWhIOmX_k0rs-woGV1ZHTUwLOeEZCVJm-oTPpM0jZ_htQSZo_/s1570/Thanksgiving%20letter%20header.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="598" data-original-width="1570" height="153" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvPchI_v1W8EODM2aj4HVc-lX2J0Ea3jqXUOOWPTp-JPKNqeWeQZlr5wdRDtfi2V5s0M2Vla72zx8gr9qAU9XEp4k3eXRCuiOemhH-yvo9EtaSi1kjlvDZyzKK-345Z6ssYbSsWhIOmX_k0rs-woGV1ZHTUwLOeEZCVJm-oTPpM0jZ_htQSZo_/w400-h153/Thanksgiving%20letter%20header.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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To that end, I (MrsDarwin, posting under Darwin's name in a blast from the past) am clearing out a number of things I've been reading recently (or even not so recently) and chewing on, and wishing I could discuss with others, or, rather, know that others have read so that even if we're not directly discussing them, we share a common mental library.</div><div><br /></div><div>(Alas for all the many tabs that have been lost, and the discussions that might have been!)</div><ul style="text-align: left;"><li><a href="https://www.firstthings.com/article/2023/11/the-men-behind-the-met?fbclid=IwAR2e9QFlphQoKoslm1h6tVWKh8rPwNJKw3qcjpqOAyo_P0KY5EuS4yK7pAs"> The Men Behind the Met</a>, by John Byron Kuhner</li></ul><p></p><p></p><blockquote><p></p><blockquote><p>My grandfather died before I was born, and he remains to me a mostly mysterious figure. As is true of many people born poor who are committed to bettering their lot, his hours were taken up with work, family, and church; not much was left for that luxury item we call personality. A big man with paws for hands, in 1926 he got a job with the Consolidated Gas Company as a digger, busting up roadways and digging trenches for the laying of pipe. With his wife he raised six children in a two-bedroom apartment on 145th Street in the South Bronx. During his working life, he went to Mass on Sundays; during his brief retirement, he went to Mass every day. When I asked, people would tell me, “Your grandfather was a very good man,” and leave it at that. He left behind few stories.</p><p>But one story about him has stayed with me. He worked six days a week, but on some Sunday afternoons he would take the subway into Manhattan and visit the Metropolitan Museum of Art. He often went alone, because no one else in the family wanted to go with him. But his most frequent companion was my mother, who as the fifth child and fourth girl was perhaps the least regarded member of the family and wanted attention. After he died, she reflected on those museum afternoons.</p><p>“He didn’t say anything,” she said. “He would just walk through the galleries silently. He never pointed out particular paintings or statues, or expressed any particular enthusiasm. I wish I had asked him why he went—but I never found that out. He must have gotten something out of it, because he went over and over again. But he had no words.” My mother was to study at City College and become an elementary school teacher. She would visit museums all over the world, sharing her thoughts about art with anyone who would accompany her. I have her journals; they are about the art she saw. Art became a part of our family life. And behind it all was my mother’s unsatisfied curiosity about what motivated her father, the silent man in the museum.</p><p>There is always a residuum of mystery in individual choice. But I now see one obvious reason why my grandfather came to the Metropolitan Museum of Art: He had been invited. A group of wealthy men had built the institution in the hope that men like my grandfather—ditchdiggers, pipe fitters, bricklayers, and others who labored to manufacture, build, and repair—would learn of the glories of men and women who likewise worked with their hands: artists. But the story of the museum begins far away, in Paris, and with Richard Morris Hunt, the man who more than any other brought the fine arts to New York City.</p></blockquote></blockquote><p></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>Related, for those with access to the New York Times online: <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2023/10/15/realestate/streetscapes-italian-sculptors-piccirilli-brothers.html">How Six Italian Brothers Shaped the Story of New York</a>.</li></ul><p></p><div></div><blockquote><div></div><blockquote><div>The brothers — Ferruccio, Attilio, Furio, Getulio, Masaniello and Orazio — deftly juggled dual professional identities. While their main business was executing the visions of famous sculptors like Daniel Chester French, whose design for the figure of Abraham Lincoln the Piccirillis carved out of 28 blocks of Georgia marble weighing 150 tons for the Lincoln Memorial, they also sculpted their own original works.</div><div><div><br /></div><div>Attilio and Furio were academically trained in Rome, and Mr. French esteemed the two men so highly as artists that he acquired original works by both for the Met while serving as the head of the museum’s board of trustees sculpture committee in the early 20th century.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>...Nonetheless, the Piccirillis have been largely forgotten, lost in the shadow cast by renowned American sculptors like Mr. French himself.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now, Eduardo Montes-Bradley, a 63-year-old filmmaker reared in Buenos Aires, wants to elevate the brothers’ legacy, casting a new spotlight on their work in a documentary he has been working on for two years. The film, “<a href="https://www.heritagefilmproject.com/piccirilli">The Italian Factor,</a>” portrays these carvers not as stereotypical unskilled immigrant laborers in “funny paper hats,” as he puts it, but rather as prodigiously talented artisans indispensable to public art in the city and in America at large.</div></blockquote><div></div></blockquote><div></div><p></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>Only related thematically: <a href="https://www.pillarcatholic.com/p/meet-mr-mincione">Meet Mr. Mincione</a>, a longform interview at The Pillar with Raffaele Mincione, the "Anglo-Italian investment manager who sold a London building to the Vatican’s Secretariat of State".</li></ul><div><blockquote><blockquote><div>Mincione’s name has become synonymous with the scandal of Vatican finances, and linked inextricably to the other nine defendants with whom he is on trial, some he has done business with, and some he’s never met. </div><div><br /></div><div>Along the way, Mincione has faced serious questions about his work for the Vatican, and his relationships with the other defendants, none of which he’s been willing to answer at length in public before.</div><div><br /></div><div>But Mincione is adamant that he is innocent, an honest businessman unfairly caught up in a scandal in which he’s become as much a victim as the Vatican — and potentially standing to lose even more.</div><div><br /></div><div>After years of declining interview requests, Mincione agreed last month to speak with The Pillar. In the course of several phone calls, he offered to answer any questions about his dealings with the Vatican and, as he put it, “back up everything I say with documents.” </div></blockquote><div></div></blockquote><div></div></div><ul style="text-align: left;"><li><a href="https://www.honest-broker.com/p/how-i-take-notes?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web">How I Take Notes</a>, by Ted Gioia</li></ul><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>A delightful piece about persistent research, in which an obscure and seemingly useless federal project turns out to have very human origins in the needs of a specific community: <a href="https://tylervigen.com/the-mystery-of-the-bloomfield-bridge">The Mystery of the Bloomfield Bridge</a>, by Tyler Vigen.</li></ul><p></p><p></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>While searching for the price of yarn in Jane Austen's day, I came across references to this new book, which I've just reserved through our interlibrary loan program: <a href="https://yalebooks.yale.edu/book/9780300263602/jane-austens-wardrobe/">Jane Austen's Wardrobe</a>, by Hilary Davidson. </li></ul><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>That same search turned up this lovely blog post on Austen's approach to turning one article of clothing into something new and fashionable through retrimming and touching up, and how the world needs more of the same: <a href="https://jenihankins.substack.com/p/jane-austen-scarcity-and-mawmaws#footnote-1-137444457">Jane Austen, Scarcity, and Mawmaw's Quilts</a>, by Jeni Hankins.</li></ul><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>The best £10/month (the only £10/month) I spend is my Patreon subscription to <a href="https://www.patreon.com/VictoriansVileVictorians/posts">Victorians Vile Victorians.</a> One does not need to pay to read VVV's delightful daily dose of Victorian flash fiction, inspired by period paintings, but the Blitherer has delighted me enough over the years that I'm happy to subscribe. Patreon is often used, I feel, as a monthly charity, but in this case, there is really a daily return, for which I am pleased to contribute.</li></ul><p></p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-11113720149389504192023-11-05T08:32:00.002-05:002023-11-05T08:32:49.494-05:00Mrs. Dashwood, 14<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiB6whJ_OnogwK-J8TpeoPBX-6ahdljAbdx9NL1B1BhaGa8Hn6_aNMKMmLYATlpt_su9LAaJT2LiXYeyJ9HXlbfbHbZR2Dz1uIxZYd5EXgNn2l8P0DnfSWHh1INzp4Y_ehkpNlqp99CTnzxf897-GZGhD0F3t7unCB2Lvha7MWxCg_nq5uneJYg/s2048/IMG_4326.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiB6whJ_OnogwK-J8TpeoPBX-6ahdljAbdx9NL1B1BhaGa8Hn6_aNMKMmLYATlpt_su9LAaJT2LiXYeyJ9HXlbfbHbZR2Dz1uIxZYd5EXgNn2l8P0DnfSWHh1INzp4Y_ehkpNlqp99CTnzxf897-GZGhD0F3t7unCB2Lvha7MWxCg_nq5uneJYg/s320/IMG_4326.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p><a href="https://darwincatholic.blogspot.com/2022/12/mrs-dashwood-13.html">Previous</a></p><p>A clatter at the door, a bustle in the hall, and Margaret dashed into the kitchen shouting, "He's here! He's come!"</p><p>"Who is it, Margaret?" called Mrs. Dashwood, scattering potato peelings from her apron as she rose. But Margaret was already gone, urgent to be underfoot where anything exciting was happening. "He" must surely be Willoughby returned, for Margaret would not have been half so thrilled to see Colonel Brandon riding up to the cottage. Now Marianne's sorrow, at least, would be instantly transmuted to golden joy, and her family might have all the comfort due to them after such a trial of faithfulness. Where grief is great, tears must always be near at hand, and yet one could almost be tempted to think Marianne too prodigal in her methods. It was only natural that the sight of Willoughby's sprawling script on a book's flyleaf, or the sound of the duet which he was no longer there to sing, would move his dear friend to transports of anguish in his absence. But perhaps it was not necessary to play the duet again to provoke tears, if the first time did not suffice? Indeed, Elinor had already tidied the music from the piano and shelved it amongst the exercise books, where Marianne would be unlikely to browse.</p><p>Now, apron neatly hung and her dress and hair smoothed, she was once again the gracious matron, ready to receive company. A hand to the knob and a step into the hall -- and there, amidst the flurry of bonnets and the shawls, not Willoughby, but another young familiar face peering anxiously at hers, hat in hand, hoping for welcome. </p><p>"Edward! Oh, dear boy! How long you've been!" she cried, flying to him. "How thin you are! How worn! We'll soon have you well fed. But why have you never written these last months?"</p><p>***</p><p>What blissful simplicity, to be nothing more complicated than an omniscient, gracious mother again! It was clear to the meanest understanding that Edward thrived on kindness, and that kindness had been denied him far too often. She delighted to take full advantage of her maternal privileges to give him the warm embraces that his own mother would never deign to bestow. How any mother's heart could be so cold toward her own child, she could not fathom. Or could Mrs. Ferrars's schemings be a blind kind of love that imagined that her offspring could simply be forced into some mode, regardless of his own tastes and inclinations? </p><p>Dear Edward must blossom here. She would make sure of it. He had not often been treated as a person in his own right, poor lad. At Norland she had observed how gratefully he responded to any attempt to draw him out. Now she delighted in charming Edward into conversation, not just for her daughters' sake, but for his, and had the joy of seeing not only him, but also Elinor, become more open and liberal in spirits. </p><p>It was not to be expected, of course, that everyone should be content at the same time.</p><p>"It's not fair, Mama," moaned Margaret, maundering into the room and flopping against her mother trying to read in bed. "It was my idea to imagine that someone should give us a large fortune apiece, and Edward speculated on how Elinor and Marianne should spend their money, but he never asked me what I should do with my wealth. Edward only wants to talk to the big girls, not to me."</p><p>"I'm sure that's not so," murmured Mrs. Dashwood, her finger keeping a patient mark under the next stanza of verse. "Pray tell, what would you do with your riches?"</p><p>"I would take us all away -- yes, Edward too -- to explore some exotic locale. Borneo, perhaps, and we could hunt tigers. Or to Antigua, where we could succor Our Brother the Slave in his Anguish, as the pamphlets urge. Or Pittsburgh."</p><p>"Does Edward want to go to Pittsburgh?"</p><p>"Oh, certainly. He maintains that he has no taste for the picturesque."</p><p>Mrs. Dashwood permitted herself a brief glance at her page. "Tomorrow you must tell Edward of your plans. I have no doubt that he will enter into them as fully as you could wish."</p><p>"But Elinor will pass remarks on anything I say, and be satirical, and Marianne will either tell me I am too conventional and staid in my language, or cry over Willoughby."</p><p>"My dear, if you are to be deterred from conversation by the mere anticipation of your sisters' loving reception, you will seldom have the opportunity to speak at all."</p><p>"But it isn't fair!"</p><p>"No," sighed Mrs. Dashwood. "It is not fair. Console yourself with the reflection that not all unfairness is deprivation. It may happen one day that you receive beyond your merit. Will you complain then, and demand the strictest justice?"</p><p>Margaret pondered.</p><p>"No," she said at last. "But then I would also be kind to those who want to take part in conversation, and not always be hushing them or talking on about my own interests."</p><p>"That is something you could do even now, without needing a large fortune to improve your manners."</p><p>"I suppose." Margaret slid off the bed, but idled by her mother's side. "Mama, have you noticed Edward's ring?"</p><p>"I have."</p><p>"Have you noticed the plait of hair in it?'</p><p>"I have."</p><p>"Have you noticed that it is exactly the shade of Elinor's hair?"</p><p>"I have noticed," said Mrs. Dashwood, giving her daughter a loving push toward the door, "that it is often the course of wisdom not to mention everything one notices."</p><p><br /></p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-83049389518649396622023-11-02T20:49:00.001-04:002023-11-02T20:49:09.996-04:00Evil is in the ActThe Hamas pogrom on October 7th was the largest mass killing of Jews since the Holocaust, and yet the slaughter and Israel's military response to it are playing out against a background of long-term conflict in the Holy Land in which many people have strong loyalties towards one side or the other. Loyalties have a way of clouding moral thinking, and modern society is not particularly good at moral thinking the first place.<div><br /></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgIreBISWtWlPx7_QEVjwdISmjDlvECLGJ4VL868GsGzQTpPOqj9lhfXbjl_e3VMlz2YWBcNQG_gIzpKaj840cFK9PZMPxtPVxeCzStMIPs77bgk42UQtHj-11ehPQTkNA9jvE4Cdot6sX_-f1A4oaiY3A7SCp3Ry_e4QydoHA17qml-dyPTExO" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="261" data-original-width="474" height="176" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgIreBISWtWlPx7_QEVjwdISmjDlvECLGJ4VL868GsGzQTpPOqj9lhfXbjl_e3VMlz2YWBcNQG_gIzpKaj840cFK9PZMPxtPVxeCzStMIPs77bgk42UQtHj-11ehPQTkNA9jvE4Cdot6sX_-f1A4oaiY3A7SCp3Ry_e4QydoHA17qml-dyPTExO" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><div>Shadi Hamid (whose work at <a href="https://wisdomofcrowds.live/">Wisdom of Crowds</a>, particularly its podcast, I often find interesting) had <a href="https://t.co/wcLb0tLp2d">a piece in the Washington Post</a> which seemed to throw some of those modern confusions into clear visibility. (I've attempted to share a non-paywalled link, we'll see if that worked.)<br /><div><br /></div><div>While condemning the actions of Hamas, Shadi (who is Muslim and the son of Egyptian immigrants to the US) seeks to draw people's attention to the cause which motivates Hamas and those Palestinians who support them. But then he attempts to tie this to the question of whether Hamas's act was evil:</div></div><div><blockquote>This is not to say that Hamas wouldn’t have committed its gruesome killings had political circumstances turned out differently. There is no way of knowing. But it would also be a mistake to dismiss Hamas’s terrorism as mere “evil.” As the philosopher John Gray notes, “A campaign of mass murder is never simply an expression of psychopathic aggression.” To describe the things we can’t comprehend as evil is a cop-out. It allows us to believe something is wrong with “them” but not with us. And, paradoxically, it exposes an unwillingness to take terrorists seriously, reducing them to “crazy” or “irrational” adversaries. They usually aren’t.</blockquote></div><div>This draws on a common modern assumption that "evil" is a nihilistic action which is embraced because it is evil. But of course, this means that anything which sympathetic people do isn't really evil. This mode of thinking leads to a view in which there are bestial, almost literally "inhuman" evil people (often, rhetorically, Nazis) and then there are "basically good people" whose actions are at worst regrettable, but never evil.</div><div><br /></div><div>But such thinking makes moral judgement almost impossible, nor is it in line with traditional Christian thinking. Aquinas taught than any action is taken with some good in mind. We may be putting a lesser good above a greater one, or we may be using an evil means to achieve some good that we desire, but even when someone is literally damning himself through his actions he is motivated in some sense by good.</div><div><br /></div><div>That isn't to say that there is no evil. When we sin we do evil. But to say that we are going evil does not mean that we do not have some good in mind when we act.</div><div><br /></div><div>With that in mind, saying that the actions of the killers in Hamas were evil does not mean saying that they were incomprehensible. Wanting to have political control of what you think of as your homeland and wanting to bring glory and honor to your people are not in and of themselves incomprehensible or wrong. However, intentionally killing the innocent as a means to any end is always evil. And expansively defining your "homeland" as an area which would need to be cleansed of many of its existing inhabitants (as those who state their political goal as "from the river to the sea" do) is defining control of your homeland in a way which can only be achieved by depriving others of theirs.</div><div><br /></div><div>So are Hamas and their sympathizers necessarily "crazy" or "irrational"? No. But they have very much committed acts of hideous evil and they should be condemned for it.</div></div>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-32992957025391760492023-11-01T11:52:00.005-04:002023-11-01T12:01:38.767-04:00Home Again, Jiggety Jog<p>Friends, we are home.</p><p>I am so grateful to all the excellent staff at our parochial school who build a warm, supportive environment, and all the wonderful parents who shared so much wisdom with me. At the same time, it became increasingly clear to me that we are homeschoolers down to our bones, and that it is traumatic to uproot almost two decades' worth of routine and expertise, even for a good cause. </p><p>Indeed, it turns out that necessity is more crucial than idealism in making a huge life change. My desire to help our parish school transition to a liberal arts models was good, and must have had some purpose because it seemed to be the prompting of the Spirit. But (and this realization was the fruit of many sleepless hours pondering) when a woman of my age makes a major life change, it's often because there's some underlying dissatisfaction prompting it. Your husband doesn't talk to you anymore; you go to grad school. Your kids blame you for screwing up their lives; time to move and get a puppy. However, I didn't have an underlying dissatisfaction. I loved my happy home and homeschooling life, and wanted to share those benefits with my parish as it moves the school in that direction. </p><p>Yet when I gave up those benefits myself, I was bereft. I moved through my day like the Little Mermaid, walking on knives of grief. God did not give me eight extra hours of energy to compensate for the time I was out of the house. Everyone was tired all the time, and at nights I barely saw my older children because I was so exhausted. I mourned our morning readalouds and Bible time. We all resented homework at night, remembering that we used to do the same kind of tutoring work during the day, when we were fresh. I didn't know when to grocery shop, and the house fell apart.</p><p>Lesser considerations, perhaps, if school was a necessity due to job and family considerations. But we knew it was not, and we knew that there was another way to live.</p><p>I had already told our gracious principal that we intended to go back to homeschooling in December, when the tonsil situation became acute. My 13yo daughter had chronic strep and had already missed a week of school (a stressful situation in itself when you are a working parent having to make attendance decisions for the day at 6 AM), and I was hoping we could put off having her tonsils out until January. No, said the doctor, she's too old to wait. It doesn't get any easier the older you are, something I can attest to as having had my tonsils out at 11. </p><p>And so, after consultation with the principal, I stepped down as music teacher and we withdrew from school at the end of the quarter. Today we see the ENT to consult on the next tonsil steps.</p><p>Part of the radio silence here has been due to the feeling that it was impossible to write about this transition as it was ongoing, because we never seemed to hit a stable point where I could get enough of a handle on our situation and feelings to document it publicly. Now we've found our feet again, we hope we will find our words as well. Perhaps we will slip as easily into writing again as we have into being at home.</p><p>Here, have some pix of the youth in their Halloween finery.</p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwy9gpsIgFRwnR8RCTFknJo8UkYm0w2PMfKkhNpGa_jGSw3ynZsV-uUFiQnP_oPUJbYKakkp94LJyGQqnnKq1TXEBYR3RXlKqGMaNqFkPJbup1OCho921ZOHqU6RsOnMVk6CSH_2S110MmLfVatuufISlirYSgEfy7MbBoc8kJ3QfOIHvA4ycZ/s2048/IMG_5864.JPG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1539" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwy9gpsIgFRwnR8RCTFknJo8UkYm0w2PMfKkhNpGa_jGSw3ynZsV-uUFiQnP_oPUJbYKakkp94LJyGQqnnKq1TXEBYR3RXlKqGMaNqFkPJbup1OCho921ZOHqU6RsOnMVk6CSH_2S110MmLfVatuufISlirYSgEfy7MbBoc8kJ3QfOIHvA4ycZ/s320/IMG_5864.JPG" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">No. 1 being mysterious</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpFa9IePZ6lvR6zgtuAZx0MOBVlVAOvqwqw39sXKCIrqp_XDxgo0_cZb9KSVtpVskopMPCL9t_TvEmwy7FAfB1c7tzezYzw0E7evbADmc7uQOuwPtChYSYU05oRb66nD4Naxd-9OD3euMAZ_k_Gr9W8CgtyzDxclrCFnsoPAZQNiBiKwdT73tu/s4032/IMG_8942.HEIC" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpFa9IePZ6lvR6zgtuAZx0MOBVlVAOvqwqw39sXKCIrqp_XDxgo0_cZb9KSVtpVskopMPCL9t_TvEmwy7FAfB1c7tzezYzw0E7evbADmc7uQOuwPtChYSYU05oRb66nD4Naxd-9OD3euMAZ_k_Gr9W8CgtyzDxclrCFnsoPAZQNiBiKwdT73tu/s320/IMG_8942.HEIC" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">No. 2 and boyfriend as Barbenheimer</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCg0SqyYRaB9ea7cvJw2biotO4Zn3eQz4yqvLlyNj5y2sh9534IzhbwU720A4hE-IsU9KynjoAy_-hJxH3CQYvSjbSoumQyJaLu01Syvzug7UGsTkHlyMvFXwXEffYJnF6gv9PW669zjY6-YdGUjSd51b33-Ozj4_UtTgBTrSQ3KBXablhRK5I/s4032/IMG_8940.JPG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCg0SqyYRaB9ea7cvJw2biotO4Zn3eQz4yqvLlyNj5y2sh9534IzhbwU720A4hE-IsU9KynjoAy_-hJxH3CQYvSjbSoumQyJaLu01Syvzug7UGsTkHlyMvFXwXEffYJnF6gv9PW669zjY6-YdGUjSd51b33-Ozj4_UtTgBTrSQ3KBXablhRK5I/s320/IMG_8940.JPG" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">No. 5 as Unspecified Literary Character, No. 6 as Boy Eaten By Dino, and No. 7 as a Panda</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWX7NDBwB46QnLLQOjlpgpFjZyyjDsPLOyotoIKGYw4EzesPfOVFI0ioWs0evaAeHlycicxDA7p58Zso2reCVlDm1WgNOqucOvan3mqNu52nIYvkcz_XNemHcze0Wcmx5_N3l9n1BDahEefcSmLI9Q_XNymt9rAKFB2yqcyW7HqUc8hdEE26IZ/s4032/IMG_8943.HEIC" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWX7NDBwB46QnLLQOjlpgpFjZyyjDsPLOyotoIKGYw4EzesPfOVFI0ioWs0evaAeHlycicxDA7p58Zso2reCVlDm1WgNOqucOvan3mqNu52nIYvkcz_XNemHcze0Wcmx5_N3l9n1BDahEefcSmLI9Q_XNymt9rAKFB2yqcyW7HqUc8hdEE26IZ/s320/IMG_8943.HEIC" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">No. 3 as Wednesday Addams</td></tr></tbody></table><br /></div></div><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM5R1LY0uxnapOz7I8q8bAdlrOUIjL2czSiGcGUFQi1Q7qVk3uTkGfelYxwYTfFS2T5goAAANYvShAVeojNM5oa6wqLmW0jAUSKtkEBPJMuglSisWyyOdwEJIFT2Qhl2fxuXkkCosf0xQ_VSz8DDCjMpVaCWDBmAuYXECICsnlT82K2tM1SuMg/s4032/IMG_8944.JPG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM5R1LY0uxnapOz7I8q8bAdlrOUIjL2czSiGcGUFQi1Q7qVk3uTkGfelYxwYTfFS2T5goAAANYvShAVeojNM5oa6wqLmW0jAUSKtkEBPJMuglSisWyyOdwEJIFT2Qhl2fxuXkkCosf0xQ_VSz8DDCjMpVaCWDBmAuYXECICsnlT82K2tM1SuMg/s320/IMG_8944.JPG" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">No. 4 as The Joker</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><p><br /></p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-89900138367786020652023-10-19T23:49:00.002-04:002023-10-19T23:49:57.896-04:00All Aboard the Orient Express<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/YlF99Dn85EI" width="530" youtube-src-id="YlF99Dn85EI"></iframe></div><br /><p>Dear friends, we are alive. </p><p>If you wonder what Darwins have been up to, watch no further than this trailer for our production of Murder on the Orient Express, directed by Darwin and stage managed by me. It has been a wonderful show to work on, and a perfect example of what we love about theater: a fantastic cast and crew, each of whom brings a strong work ethic and immense creativity to their role. I think I say this about every show, but this has been one of my favorite casts to work with. </p><p>If you are local to Columbus, we are performing this weekend and next, tickets at the door or <a href="https://arenafair.square.site/product/murder-on-the-orient-express/17?cs=true&cst=popular">online here</a>.</p><p>We are currently exhausted by life right now, but you shall hear more from us after this weekend.</p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-50622160064495076222023-09-06T23:04:00.001-04:002023-09-06T23:04:24.402-04:00How It's Going<p>We are slipping. For about two and a half weeks, we went to bed very punctually, every school child tucked in early so we'd be ready to get up sharp. Every morning felt like the morning of a big road trip, a bit of shock and awe and hitting the ground running.</p><p>But our family culture has been shaped by 22 years of late nights, and our best conversations and problem solving and inside jokes happen after the rest of the world is in bed. That culture cannot just be shifted on the whim of trying out the school lifestyle, even though the school lifestyle is predicated on getting up early. The question now becomes: do we really <i>want</i> to shift that culture? </p><p>And we still have eight months left in the school year.</p><p>Most people who make the shift from homeschooling to institutional schooling do it because in some way, homeschooling has failed them. There's no judgment in that. Everyone's family culture is different and requires different trade-offs, and sometimes school offers a stability or an accountability that serves a family in the way that it needs. But we are not failed homeschoolers. We love homeschooling, and miss it, with a visceral, breathless ache. Our marriage, our family from the very start, our intellectual development, our way of interacting with the world, has been shaped by the freedom and flexibility that homeschooling offers. Our friendships, the way we serve our parish and our neighbors and our families, all of these were strengthened by our easy, gracious way of living and learning, remote from bureaucracy and management techniques. A family is not run like an institution.</p><p>Our family culture has also been shaped by having an adult on the ground, able to pivot to meet the day's challenges and pick up the slack. Household maintenance, doctor's visits, emergencies, and the freedom to be gentle with a small human who may not be incapacitated, but may need an easier day than the regimentation of a school day spent out of the home can provide. The freedom to be in house as dinner simmers all day. The freedom to pick up and drive to visit family out of town. The freedom to start something while one is fresh.</p><p>I am in awe of my friends who are long-term teachers. They do amazing, necessary work. I also do amazing, necessary work. But I did long-term amazing, necessary work before this year, at home. And that work is still necessary, and I still want to do it.</p><p>And there are still eight months left in the school year.</p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-91291285261132574872023-08-20T23:05:00.000-04:002023-08-20T23:05:02.538-04:00Climbing the Roller CoasterIt's been busy times in the Darwin household over the last week. MrsDarwin did her first two days teaching at the parish school, and the three youngest kids attended school for the first time in their lives, after having been homeschooled up until this point. I dropped the eldest off at FUS for her senior year of college. And the second eldest is getting ready to start at OSU next week as a sophomore, while the third and fourth kids are gearing up for another year of high school, which includes taking courses at the local community college.<div><br /></div><div>We have four vehicles in the driveway, and we're juggling five work schedules (even the fourteen year old has a job at a country sausage shop on Saturdays) and play rehearsals, music lessons, bible studies, cub scouts, boy scouts, community chorus, and I don't know what all. It's a busy time of life.</div><div><br /></div><div>And yet, it has been striking me lately that we are like the cars of a roller coaster, creeping every more slowly towards the peak at which we'll suddenly start hurdling down again.</div><div><br /></div><div>When we had only very little kids, we were in some ways very busy. People needed diapers changed and food spooned into their mouths, and we had to make sure no one swallowed a magnet or fell off the changing table. But we didn't have to worry about the kids having their own personal commitments and we could talk about adult subjects in front of them or put them to bed and still have hours to ourselves.</div><div><br /></div><div>At this stage in life, each child has a set of commitments and emotional needs. I haven't had to change a diaper in years, but there are a lot of other kinds of time investment which come with living in a close community with all of these other humans.</div><div><br /></div><div>But this will all pass strangely quickly.</div><div><br /></div><div>It was occurring to me this morning that in five years, our youngest will be eleven and the next youngest fourteen. The thirteen year old who is currently so full of chat will be a legal adult and in her senior year of high school. And the 21-year-old who is heading into her senior year? Imagine having a 26-year-old daughter. And the next about to turn 25. Indeed, it's not unlikely that there will be in-laws and grand kids five years from now.<br /><br />Ten years from now? The youngest kid mid-high school and the next youngest in college, while all the rest are our in adult life.<br /><br />Somewhere in these next few years we'll reach the crest of this parenting roller coaster, moving at an exhausted crawn, and begin to move downwards, slowly at first and then with terrifyingly gathering speed. The rearing of children which has seemed to take up more and more time as we move through life will suddenly begin to take up less and less, and rather than the busy move through each day with our young charges we'll be watching from a bit more of a distance as these young people launch out into their independent lives.</div><div><br /></div><div>The roller coaster isn't a bad image, as I'm somewhat excited thinking about it, but there's also a sense of vertigo. Having written this blog since were had only two kids, a lot of our parenthood has been chronicled here, but it seems like in some ways the next few years will see the biggest shift of all, and I both am excited and can't quite imagine it.</div>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-80401499016026241092023-08-14T15:17:00.003-04:002023-08-14T17:01:04.322-04:00A Tale of Two Couches, and Being Worried About Many Things<p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh-iiaSimIT7FYvUWgePSABgmXW_N1lRy21f0OopWZK-Z89dw2ukpiAUltYUVXa4cYRmdeiK-40pU6y4WL7rAkrkfvguacmNueaPFsxKcLtfTUsrEk6Ac-oKpx0nkJkE41dO4TCibo3Qe3TVA4xARXskKbyHKDQf9f3-7e4IlP5yAaU_0Rr6-mZ" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img alt="" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh-iiaSimIT7FYvUWgePSABgmXW_N1lRy21f0OopWZK-Z89dw2ukpiAUltYUVXa4cYRmdeiK-40pU6y4WL7rAkrkfvguacmNueaPFsxKcLtfTUsrEk6Ac-oKpx0nkJkE41dO4TCibo3Qe3TVA4xARXskKbyHKDQf9f3-7e4IlP5yAaU_0Rr6-mZ" width="180" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Stairwell of (Furniture) Doom</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><i>(This is a time capsule post, so at the end of the year I can look back and laugh at myself.)<br /></i><br />Last Wednesday we descended on IKEA en masse, in the big van, to buy a loveseat. Our daughter's boyfriend rents our large attic room as a studio apartment, and he'd been wanting a couch for a while, to give him (and my daughter) a place to sit other than the bed. And, rather suddenly, his parents were coming for dinner, so it was a good time to make the space look furnished to an adult level. </p><p>Normally, I would consult Craiglist or Facebook Marketplace for furniture, being of the generation that never bought anything new as a child. But getting things up to our attic involves navigating the attic stairs, a tightly curving passage that has brought many a large item to grief. The last time we tried to get a fully assembled loveseat up there, when our lodger first moved in, it involved six people getting increasingly testy as the couch stuck, gouged walls (we're still missing chunks of plaster), and threatened to jam permanently in the stairwell. The only way anything large gets up those stairs is in a flatpack.</p><p>If anyone does flatpacks, it's IKEA. Since the issue was not necessarily price but portability, my daughter and her boyfriend settled on the loveliest settee in the store, a rolled-arm piece in a moody grey-green. We were all jovial as we waited down by the doors for the packages to be rolled out to us, the couch not being in the pack-it-up-yourself aisles. And we were suddenly unjovial when it came out to us in a huge box.</p><p>"Maybe it's in pieces inside the box," we said, and we took it home (the van is that big) and opened it. It was not in pieces. It was perhaps the only mostly-assembled loveseat IKEA sells (we had to screw on the legs, but that was it). And we could tell by the measurements that it was simply too big to fit up the attic stairs, legs or no. But it was handsome, far nicer than the tattered loveseat in the living room, and so we did not part with it. My daughter's boyfriend, a good sport, did his best to hide his disappointment. His parents were arriving in three hours.</p><p>So Darwin (who was working from home) and I set up shop and did research on how all IKEA's couches are assembled, and came up with a list of five or six that could go through the attic stairs and over the top of the stairwell in flat pieces. I stayed at home and spearheaded the last-minute cleaning and cooking while Darwin and the young man headed back to IKEA, found a full-sized couch that came in pieces (because it was easier to get a disassembled couch than a disassembled loveseat), and arrived home just as the parents pulled up. A delightful evening was had by all, dining and singing and putting furniture together.</p><p>That was Wednesday, I say. Thursday morning, I rushed over to my mother-in-law's house to bring her an ice pack (actually, a bag of frozen peas) when she'd fallen and bruised her knees. Darwin was at work, but it was easy for me to help because I was at home.</p><p>This is not the way I will be able to spend my days soon, when I will be contractually obliged to be at school from 8-3, teaching. My fears and anxieties about this cycle so rapidly that it's best to just let them wash over me without trying to solve any of them, but I am indeed sorry to lose the flexibility to shape each day to the necessity at hand. At this moment, I wish I were sending the kids to school and staying home myself -- which is exactly the opposite of the way I felt when I first made the choice to teach. As I say, there's no point in reasoning with any of this. </p><p>School starts on Thursday, but my first full day of meetings is tomorrow. We have the school uniforms at little expense, thanks to the uniform exchange, and the school supplies at greater expense. It burns up my homeschooling heart to buy three sets of markers and to write the kindergartener's name on every crayon, though of course I understand why it's necessary. There's going to be a lot of adapting to an institutional setting, if not for the kids, then for me. The amount of new passwords I've had to create in the past week is maddening. </p><p>I'm clinging to the first enthusiasm I had when I wanted more children than my own to have the musical building blocks that will last them a lifetime, and hoping that my first days in the classroom will revive that energy. I'm hoping that at the end of the day, I'll have anything left for my own family, and for the production of Murder on the Orient Express that Darwin is directing, and that I've committed to stage manage. Lots of other people go to work, and some even reenter the workforce after 22 years, and they survive it.</p><p>And now we're off to buy school lunch supplies, and tonight is the last round of auditions for Murder, and then maybe I'll sit on my new loveseat before I go to bed and get up early to go to work. </p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-74175579584801653222023-08-07T14:00:00.004-04:002023-08-07T14:00:33.788-04:00100 Years of Kids<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg15R3pE9rD5cZgbhmXFAvjcxBUJbsam9DY6MxIL0b8L0aHahbOK_DXqoTn8J9gTVN_mFtmQpYkI3GXkXhnzubtVKbhtI0uNtXI0MfWccdu82ALY7zGvcMDOBo2qQDjurLaQuj1xKy17Pvx869jNPEbOWGBnrWMI9blnpJ01WgmZzDwvAx3Aiu6" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="408" data-original-width="612" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEg15R3pE9rD5cZgbhmXFAvjcxBUJbsam9DY6MxIL0b8L0aHahbOK_DXqoTn8J9gTVN_mFtmQpYkI3GXkXhnzubtVKbhtI0uNtXI0MfWccdu82ALY7zGvcMDOBo2qQDjurLaQuj1xKy17Pvx869jNPEbOWGBnrWMI9blnpJ01WgmZzDwvAx3Aiu6" width="320" /></a></div><br /> At some point over the last month or two, the kids realized that in September there would be a week during which their ages summed up to 100 years. Unfortunately, it was a bad time for a celebration, because by then our eldest daughter would be back at college and unable to attend. So they scheduled a slightly early 100th birthday part for this last weekend. <p></p><p>I slow cooked 10lbs of chicken with Mexican style spices and put out quantities of Spanish rice, refried beans, and tortillas. Various friends brought food and drink, and I made a large cake and picked up candles in the shape of a 1 and two 0s. Forty or fifty people came through the open-house style event, bringing together the different spheres of our lives: church, theater, the kids' friends, etc.</p><p>Even without this particular reminder that we have 100 years of life experience that have sprung from our marriage, I'd been thinking about the next generation lately. Our eldest is heading into her senior year of college, and we have one more in college and two in high school. Going into parenting, you imagine all your children being just like you and your spouse. I'd pictured the kids all reading the same books we enjoyed, taking the same approach to school, and having the same ambitions for their careers.</p><p>Instead, the thing you realize as a parent with many children is how staggeringly different these humans can be. We do not simply reproduce ourselves. We produce these completely independent and very different people, whom we sometimes struggle to understand, despite how much we love them and want to know everything about them.</p><p>So far, no one seems "just like us" when it comes to favorite books or academics or talents, but instead we find ourselves with people who have a great many interests and abilities which only partly overlap with our own. We are our own crowd, not just in numbers but in variety.</p><p>As I watch the kids working their way through school and taking their first steps into working, and try to nudge them in directions that seem like they would be most conducive to being able to support a family, I do worry at times. We've managed to work our way up to making much more than either of our sets of parents have. Will the kids be able to do as well in the career world as I have?</p><p>It's natural to worry, because we want good things for our kids.</p><p>But there's also a hierarchy of goods. I find that the things the kids have most consistently picked up from us are the things we do as a part of a community, which for us ends up meaning Catholicism and community theater. All of the kids, thus far, seem to have made these things very much their own, though as in all other things they each approach these activities in their own way. </p><p>Perhaps if I'd made my career or my reading and intellectual interests the center of family activity and conversation all the time, those would have been the things that the kids had picked up most from us. But if it's a choice between those and the connection to faith, morals, and arts which they have instead picked from us, I think the path we're on is the better one. </p><p>And clearly, 100 years is not nearly long enough to spend around such excellent people. Although the fact that they rack up another communal seven years to their total for each twelve months by the calendar underlines how exhausting it can often be to serve as the axle from which so many different spokes go out, watching these people grow into their adult selves is one of the best ways I can think of to spend my life. Here's looking at you, kids.</p>Darwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08572976822786862149noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-90199203031179683592023-07-24T14:52:00.003-04:002023-07-24T18:18:17.383-04:00Barbless<p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiezYBF0GVg2Tcp0lUQ6eoje-7QH968U7qEGL52psbZ-KOPpMS9ZHqjal6yyEjTtJgBB_QYTvUhiLzs19_EEmPFqOeoxmHc3_VXnKG8v3bi9Sq5APds78lyjtQIKn_gRfkXNk5sTq3aPafb0mPueItlR6GvQWnRIIzd294X-g_JokR2fPDOaDkX/s4032/IMG_1310.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiezYBF0GVg2Tcp0lUQ6eoje-7QH968U7qEGL52psbZ-KOPpMS9ZHqjal6yyEjTtJgBB_QYTvUhiLzs19_EEmPFqOeoxmHc3_VXnKG8v3bi9Sq5APds78lyjtQIKn_gRfkXNk5sTq3aPafb0mPueItlR6GvQWnRIIzd294X-g_JokR2fPDOaDkX/s320/IMG_1310.JPG" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Second daughter</td></tr></tbody></table></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaGMAV3bH_gi_XqYdIphYUd356z9MdjHvGy6n7uO7zGkNMGz2O_cWc5Bb3__sCsxviXcB2Ua7iv394NHqALHkRDz4vBc-xQD8EyHmN-JC0QQEuM96WuSh3M53_iFzgRMkVukJ8UmF3LeMPWKhxCbSW1rrGE5hdbwMtfxg7zpujX7VlNJXRUwNy/s4032/IMG_5238.JPEG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaGMAV3bH_gi_XqYdIphYUd356z9MdjHvGy6n7uO7zGkNMGz2O_cWc5Bb3__sCsxviXcB2Ua7iv394NHqALHkRDz4vBc-xQD8EyHmN-JC0QQEuM96WuSh3M53_iFzgRMkVukJ8UmF3LeMPWKhxCbSW1rrGE5hdbwMtfxg7zpujX7VlNJXRUwNy/s320/IMG_5238.JPEG" width="240" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Daughters One, Four, and Three</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div>Three times this week I have started writing a post, about why I can't write a post because I keep getting interrupted by real life, only to be interrupted by real life -- an emergency molar extraction for a child, the wedding ring being repaired, the million demands on the at-home parent when dad and oldest brother are canoeing with the Scouts in Virginia for a week. This weekend everyone was home, and so we took it in shifts to watch Barbie. I have four daughters, ages 21-13, and they went first, all dressed up because it's fun to dress up sometimes. The girls came home with opinions, but wanted to wait to discuss the movie until we'd all seen it.<p></p><p>So Darwin and I went, not in costume, because although it's fun to dress up, it's also nice not to have to dress up. And we were amused, for the most part. I am not a great fan of Greta Gerwig's oeuvre. Lady Bird left me unmoved by the angsty, self-absorbed teen protagonist, and Little Women was a revision of the literary source ungrounded in historical realities and attitudes (and burdened by the talented but ubiquitous leads, Saoirse Ronan and Timothée Chalamet). But perhaps, we thought, Gerwig might have the overblown touch necessary for a camp property like Barbie.</p><p>In part, yes. The early absurdity of Barbieland, in which the perfectly sculpted characters move and act in ways believable to anyone who's ever watched kids play with their toys, was Technicolor fun -- and fun is the operative word in a movie based on a toy. But you've seen just about all of it in the trailers. Gerwig succeeds, to an extent, in humanizing her main Barbie character, aided immeasurably by the talent of actress Margot Robbie. But the only way she can deal with Ken, or with any male character in the movie, or any character who is not Margot Robbie Barbie, is by making them more, not less, of a caricature. And that's a problem in a movie that's trying to tread the ground covered with far more real human drama by The Lego Movie, which managed a much smaller-scale real-world crisis with surprising humanity.</p><p>Humanity is in short supply here. Indeed, Gerwig wants to use Barbie to make a profound point about the role in women in society, but she can't succeed in grinding her pink plastic ax to a razor's edge because she's unwilling to make any profound points about the role of men. Every man in the movie, from Ken to Will Ferrell's cartoonish Mattel CEO to a comically irrelevant husband and father (a toss-off gag), is as plastic and malleable to Gerwig's whims as Gerwig wants to claim that women are to the patriarchy. And this one-note story service isn't limited to the men, who are never presented as actual people. A real-world mother and her teenage daughter become Barbie's guides and co-conspirators, urging her to act and to value herself for herself. The bond shared by Barbie and the mother is surprisingly effective. But the teenage daughter, a vicious little piece of work -- all the abrasiveness and clever self-absorption of Lady Bird without the internal life which gave Lady Bird her context -- is like Barbie herself, only the prop that makes the mother "Mother". </p><p>This movie is, in fact, a middle-aged woman's dream world of matriarchal relevance, where daughters are inexplicably hostile and then inexplicably appreciative, where Barbie can be sexy without sex because men are all emasculated buffoons (Barbie and Ken, as specifically revealed in dialogue, have no genitals), where men seem to be able to take over society simply by uttering the magic word "patriarchy", where women are Supreme Court judges and President and Chemists without having to demonstrate a lick of the grunt work that goes into politics and higher education. One of the few moments in the real world where the humor gives a nod to truth is where Ken is at a hospital demanding to be allowed to do surgery because he's a man, and the tired woman in scrubs tells him no. "Let me speak to a doctor!" he insists. "I am a doctor," retorts the woman, and you believe it in a way you don't believe in Nobel Prize-Winning Barbie. Ken doesn't ever act the way that boys play with corresponding toys such as GI Joe because, as Darwin noted, Ken was never a boys' toy, only an accessory to Barbie. The movie makes this point early on, but doesn't resolve it in an interesting and truthful way on its own terms.</p><p>The contrast with The Lego Movie, which did succeed on its own terms, is informative. There, each story line, toyland and real life, resolved honestly in its own world, and that worked because The Lego Movie only attempted to make a small, intimate point about the real world: the conflicts between the ways parents and children interact with beloved toys, and how that crisis of control can be bridged by love and some sacrifice. No matter the scale of the work of fiction, the only true points that it can make about the world are small and intimate and interior, because people are themselves small and intimate and interior. </p><p>Barbie the Movie, however, wants to make a grand point about the necessity of feminism to counteract the oppressive demands society puts on women -- a society, it should be noted, that is 50% women. How do all these highly-qualified Barbies come to be oppressed by a buffoon like Ken? How can a vote to change the Constitution of Barbieland be so scary that the Barbies have to lure the Kens away from voting, when Barbies outnumber, and can therefore outvote, the Kens? Why does the grand plan to defeat the Kens give credence to pick-up artist cons? Why does the unbrainwashing of the Barbies work by capturing each one and forcing her to listen to an impassioned speech, when every intervention I've ever seen on that model in real life mostly makes the intervenee dig in and put up defensive walls? That's fantasy, if you like.</p><p>In the end, the movie's frenetic pace grinds to a halt as Barbie is encouraged to actualize herself into being human by the ghost of her original American promoter, Ruth Handler (whose historical significance in Barbie's propagation consisted of manipulating markets by bypassing parental gatekeeping and selling a German sex doll directly to children through the medium of commercials on the Mickey Mouse Club). This is the lull where, in sleepovers yet to come, the girls (who mainly want to watch fun Barbieland antics and the Kens' farcical yet satisfying dance-off) wander off to have cake or open presents or check memes together. No one wants to watch Barbie being human in a movie which doesn't have a firm grasp on what it means to be human. It succeeds at moments because Gerwig, who is a talented procedural filmmaker, gives Barbie flashes of real insight. (A moment of wonder, where a stunned, luminous Barbie realizes the individuality of each person at a park, touches transcendence.) But she can't extend that humanity to every character. As a result, where the movie is absurd fun (and that's most of it), it works, and where it tries to be deep -- well, what better time to engage in real-world interactions like cake and sharing memes? Not every movie is so considerate as to telegraph where you can stop paying attention to it.</p><p>In case you were wondering: the four daughters (who enjoy the advantage of being surrounded by hard-working, supportive father, uncles, grandfather, and boyfriend) enjoyed the funhouse aspect, but were unmoved by being told how oppressed they were, either by the plastic dolls they don't play with, or by the destructive unfriendly kind of teen girl they avoid in real life. "Why didn't they give her some backstory to show why she's so cruel?" one asked. My 14yo son, disappointed because his parents ruled against him seeing the extended nudity in Oppenheimer at this moment in time, but understanding and accepting the reasoning, decided against seeing Barbie, and I'm glad of that. He's not irrelevant to the women in his life, nor a jerk, nor an idiot, just a guy who knows that a Pitch Meeting spoof will tell you more about the movie than the movie itself.</p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-32215841735483243682023-07-10T12:08:00.000-04:002023-07-10T12:08:25.466-04:00A Change is as Good as a Rest<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">No rest, but lots of change coming...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">***</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://arenafair.square.site/" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1080" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJcMoKSd1bTUDpZePmx62uq8PI6zc_cTiKGAt4TvQh8IcZpjVsF55muWYXo8oqH2eWu38yPE47OV9QU2frGgf1RQipCIHLvIvwqFQkAxu94MbV4S5t3OF0bGZL2SEgh7luzJ-6wm1ha6xb21ucPGtfPLYQm8WcfiHIJF4VQ_feD6dSUMucHSxp/s320/358042587_6366961632866_2823617247519465928_n.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><p>First off: we are not dead, we are just in the theater. And you can be too! We are putting up Fiddler on the Roof this weekend, Friday July 14-Sunday, July 16. If you happen to be in the Central Ohio area, come see us! Various Darwins appear in various roles: I am Golde, Eleanor is the Singing Russian, Isabel is in the Dance Corps, Jack is a Jerky Russian, William is a Jewish Boy, and Darwin is Tech Director. </p><p>Golde is a great role, and I enjoy playing her, especially against our Tevye who is an old pal of mine, but I've felt all along that that I haven't been getting her quite right. Darwin, who's been watching the rehearsals from the balcony as he's setting the tech, put his finger on the problem: "You're softening the lines," he said. "You can't imagine scolding like Golde does in real life, and so you're trying to deliver these lines the same way you would if you found yourself saying this kind of thing at home. But Golde doesn't pull her punches. She's always performing, to an imaginary audience or to God, and she's always projecting, "Can you believe the shit I have to put up with?"</p><p>He's right, of course, and I found that it's opened up the role for me to stop projecting my personality onto Golde. Go big or stay at home. It helps to break the fourth wall and kvetch directly to the audience. Being in costume also helps me get into character, as does just running the show every night -- that's where most of my best work happens in terms of building character and picking up business. It's much easier to add bits once you have a set and props.</p><p>So come see me (but not my hair; that's verboten) and some of Delaware, OH's finest tread the boards in Fiddler!</p><p>***</p><p>And here's the change: </p><p>Two weeks ago I attended a conference at CUA on the Ward Method for teaching music to Catholic schoolchildren. It's the best program you've never heard of, based on quick and simple lessons that build facility with intonation, sight reading, notation, composition, and conducting, leading to fluency with Gregorian chant. Trained vocalists and musicians at the conference were all saying, "I wish I'd had this as a kid!" I'd like my own children to have this excellent foundation in music, and not just my own children, but the children in my parish and in my hometown.</p><p>And I told our pastor that I'm willing to go full-time teaching the Ward Method at our parochial school this year, and in order to support that, we're enrolling our three youngest children in kindergarten, fourth, and seventh grades.</p><p>This is a leap of faith for me, akin to descending to the Titanic in a bathysphere. Our school is transitioning to a Montessori/Classical model, which is one reason we feel it could be the right time to make this change, but as the transition is ongoing, I don't have any assurances that my youngest will actually be part of the Montessori roll-up. We have never operated in a school environment, with all the regulation and regimentation and schedule that entails. I mourn the disruption of my comfortable, pleasant family lifestyle, in which we operate on a different timeframe than the rest of world, moving at our own pace, free during the days for reading and appointments and workmen and grocery shopping.</p><p>I sought the wise counsel of a friend, which helped me to see that in all of this, I'm mainly wrestling with myself. My older children, when I presented the idea to them, all shrugged and said, "Sounds good, you should do that." The younger kids are very excited to go to school, far more excited than I am to send them. Darwin, able to work from home most days, will continue overseeing of the two high-school kids, who will still be taking community college classes. I've been volunteering at the parish with both music and children for more than a decade now, so I'm not an unknown quantity there. This new situation formalizes much of what I've been doing informally for a long time, and perhaps that what is giving me so pause now that the initial feeling of grace and confidence has deserted me: I value informality and flexibility, and now I need to discipline myself and conform to someone else's schedule, to which I will be bound not as a volunteer but as an employee.</p><p>Doubtless the excitement of my first decision will return. I've been on an emotional pendulum, crying all morning before I enrolled the children (a sorrow, as I say, shared by no one else), a Martha worried and anxious about many things. I trust that I'm also doing the one thing necessary: listening to Jesus and doing as He asks. </p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13522238.post-55638601014734878732023-06-14T16:27:00.003-04:002023-06-14T16:33:54.581-04:00Beauport, for My Own Future Reference<p><i>Sometimes you want to share knowledge with people who will appreciate it, and sometimes you want to archive knowledge so that you yourself can find it again. This post is concerned with both purposes. I want to be able to find all this again one day, and I want to you to have seen this at least once in your life.</i></p><p>Several years ago, I read an article about a house. A glorious, labyrinthine house on the sea, designed and enlarged around the Gilded Age by a committed bachelor. Each room led into another. There was no central hallway, no main staircase. Around each corner was something lovely. Everywhere were nooks and views. I wanted to look at it forever.</p><p>And I couldn't find it again because I couldn't remember the name of the house or the owner. It was somewhere on the East Coast, in some place where one could find Gilded Mansions, but it was lost to me. I thought the owner's name had been Joshua, or that he was connected with Edith Wharton, but such searches revealed nothing. The house haunted me. I yearned to see the green bedroom room, filled with light and doors to elsewhere. I spent hours googling variations on every detail I remembered, to no avail.</p><p>And then recently, without warning, I came across the green room again.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt40DuAxiXr8GTFDJDk4R_BcdlFOQNHnHOwk8tPSd2t94Mac-PY-1gdubHiyakm4muMOZkhfmDxQmWyJFXGnX2rtuP9gTj7WVK4drzFgtm7IbtKhDqPJjbPYP8I_HyiT5ej2wI6A-U8cxh2czxZzFLe0626V7ioCG0EASOGlmaPw13f302pQ/s960/green%20room%20beauport.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="960" data-original-width="819" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt40DuAxiXr8GTFDJDk4R_BcdlFOQNHnHOwk8tPSd2t94Mac-PY-1gdubHiyakm4muMOZkhfmDxQmWyJFXGnX2rtuP9gTj7WVK4drzFgtm7IbtKhDqPJjbPYP8I_HyiT5ej2wI6A-U8cxh2czxZzFLe0626V7ioCG0EASOGlmaPw13f302pQ/s320/green%20room%20beauport.jpeg" width="273" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="300" data-original-width="243" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcJImbTdViHIoYQe1ZPQLEajnqes2h4pKtrXRMbU7TXUoyad06s_nXVlSkejZATCt8eqhMi0cD-akuDPxTAidgoK08ZBhb5X3JMIZr5UY_bF-SgZxv-sMhxj_q76jD8SkNX1E42k9vfH1i_CrvxTjvpSYdYiQ3RRbV9zdiqf_gLNlHY-U-ug/s1600/Beauport%20Green%20Room%205.jpeg" width="243" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p>Behold: <a href="https://www.historicnewengland.org/property/beauport-sleeper-mccann-house/">Beauport, the Sleeper-McCann House in Gloucester, Massachusetts, designed by Henry Davis Sleeper.</a> This verdant color graces several rooms, one of the few unifying design themes in this eclectic house.</p><p>There are photos galore at the above link, and biographical info on Sleeper, and the history of the house. Take, and read, and contemplate. <a href="https://my.matterport.com/show/?m=nRVWUEsByN5">But what you really want to do is tour this magnificent house, and this you can do from the comfort of your couch with this virtual room-by-room walk through Beauport</a>. First, though, you must -- no, you <i>must</i> -- have the floor plan for reference.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgalseDnP8dOM3ykwOxMiPjPup8WIsOx53IAoIr1cfpcTqfAy9vGadlgHz1A7Z3KKjfc93Tiw-Af-rWPfAGGlx8TPMvXiIAG9wRPdm8vpf5vGAaccUzGosTxhY4FCbsNlIQdK3saIauLw1454t_v_cIjbcqNNzeIb9HQ6whEjz_dsTCE64oFw/s637/beauport%20groundfloor.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="636" data-original-width="637" height="319" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgalseDnP8dOM3ykwOxMiPjPup8WIsOx53IAoIr1cfpcTqfAy9vGadlgHz1A7Z3KKjfc93Tiw-Af-rWPfAGGlx8TPMvXiIAG9wRPdm8vpf5vGAaccUzGosTxhY4FCbsNlIQdK3saIauLw1454t_v_cIjbcqNNzeIb9HQ6whEjz_dsTCE64oFw/s320/beauport%20groundfloor.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw3kqwGuEryVl46Jvwt7NYqna84RGs8YB0-e0VQrskJKnGHUMVHCHd-ZrgIQJXemDwrrFALIUSuiynW8qeAfQZqs62fWF-XYwQyPzsBZ01GzZu6XuAgqCsUfarXXdTZqgO1OrFoOvgSiNezsP3z-rFDtpmIqhlTvDZ8bYA46vHaDhHclAZxw/s651/Beauport%20second%20floor.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="636" data-original-width="651" height="313" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw3kqwGuEryVl46Jvwt7NYqna84RGs8YB0-e0VQrskJKnGHUMVHCHd-ZrgIQJXemDwrrFALIUSuiynW8qeAfQZqs62fWF-XYwQyPzsBZ01GzZu6XuAgqCsUfarXXdTZqgO1OrFoOvgSiNezsP3z-rFDtpmIqhlTvDZ8bYA46vHaDhHclAZxw/s320/Beauport%20second%20floor.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><p>You must enlarge these photos and use them as you navigate through the tour. My green room is, I believe, the Belfry Room on the second floor. What, this isn't what you spend your nights and weekends doing, ogling the glamorous houses of yore?</p>mrsdarwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03446744635277205867noreply@blogger.com4